PieCe oF mE

Happy 2012!

2011-12-31T23:38:00.005+08:00

2011 passed in a blink of eye.
What have I achieved?

Hmmm...
Here's a summary...

In January, Me and Mr A's house application was successful!
A lil nervous cos it came as a surprise.
Didn't really expect it.
Cos we are still not officially attached.

In February, 27th Feb to be exact, on his burfdae,
his family came to ask for my hand in marriage.
I'm so touched!
And super nervous of cos!
Alhamdulillah, all went well.
After dat, I went to his home to surprise him.
With a birthday cake in front of his bathroom, hehe...

In March, I switched job...

From a freelance art instructor to Arts & Media Coordinator.
I was in Rochester Park - though not for long.
I had lots of bittersweet memories there.
Nevertheless, I was greatful...

In April 30, I got engage to the imperfect-but-i-love-him man of my life.
He almost complete my no so perfect life.
I Love Him to bits.
Thank u for being with me thru thick n thin.

In May, there was Riefqy's belated birthday party.
Ermmm....ok...
Not so good mood...
Too tired cos it was a day after my E-day and sumone was being unreasonable.

In June, it was my last month at the playhouse.
Sad indeed but life has to go on.
It was too tiring and I couldn't cope with it.

July 4th, it is my first day at work.
A very bonded team and Im happy I'm part of it.
InsyaAllah, will stick around for some time.
And not to forget, I went to APM with Adrian and Shiqin.

August 29, I turned 24 on the eve of Hari Raya.
It was the greatest feeling cos I had my loved ones with me.
And for the first time, there is a cake for me to cut!
Ended the nite with a bad headache.booo!

September....I was soooooooooo busy with work.
Too many people not at work!
1 on leave and another 2 on mc...
I felt like a superhuman.

October, went to Malacca for a "Dept" Retreat!
Gosh, I enjoyed myself much!

November, Sentosa here we come!
It has been a longgg time!
Eventhough it was not for long cos of the rain, it was ok!
At least, I managed to make it here...

December, it was just a month for weddings!
Every week without fail.
Oh well, it's ok cos it's just a cycle, haha!
Anyway, managed to catch 2 good movies-
M.I:Ghost Protocol and Ombak Rindu.
Fyi, Ombak Rindu left a huge impact.
The story, the song, everything!
I'm so in love with it!

In like 20 minutes, 2011 will leave each and everyone of us.
I am so greatful for all that happened in 2011, be it good or bad.
I wish everyone a great 2012 ahead...
Falling in Love! <3
Happy New Year!!!

It's all set!

2011-11-26T11:48:00.000+08:00

Finally, last weekend on 20.11.11, my family and Adrian's family agreed on a date.
27th & 28th April 2013 it shall be!
Gosh, now I AM FREAKING nervous and excited of cos...
Cos initially I wasn't at all excited about it.
Ahah! I guess I just need a great push!
Now I have to be mindful about my spending and SHOPPING!
I WILL GIVE MY BEST SHOT at controlling my spending.
It's not easy for a shopaholic to turn into a saint.
Don't ya agree???

ADRIAN SHARIFF, it's been a long time since I blogged.
This shoutout is for you.
I love u always and will always be.
I know I can be an arse most of the time but my love for u has never change.

Blow the dust away!

2011-10-05T14:49:00.000+08:00

Gosh, I seriously miss blogging on this dusty blog man!
I'll try to update soon though...

Miss the people who miss reading my blog!
hehehe...

<3 Aisyah

Happy Birthday Riefqy!

2011-05-01T23:37:00.000+08:00

Riefqy's 1st birthday party at Aloha Loyang.
The theme for the part is JUNGLE.
I was the face painter!:)
But I wasn't really a happy girl on dat day.
Only I shall noe why.

Kecoh-kecoh nak tunang.

2011-04-30T22:50:00.058+08:00

3 weeks before tunang...
I need to buy this and dat.
Baju la, ring la, tudung la, order cupcakes la and blah3...

2 weeks before tunang...
Mak, da kol caterer ke blm?
Have u invited the relatives?
Have u ordered the deserts?

1 week before tunang...
I got viral flu.
Fever la...den became diarrhea...
Lost alot of weight..
Can't eat..keep arguing...
Haizzz....was hell...

2 days before tunang...
My off day was spent cleaning the whole house.
Very tiring till it continued on Friday.
Had to iron the curtains la, the alas la...
Didn't have time to go threading.
It was raining heavily.
It was Prince William & Kate's wedding.
Was so damn tired and I needed a good sleep.
Had to use my inai on my foot and i put it on only when the clock strikes 12.

Wanted to wash it at abt 2am but I cudn't even get up.
Too tired so I slept till the next day.
Was shocked to see the redness on my toenails!
Hahaha...
Saturday morning-THE DAY!
I am still cleaning...
Seriously...

12 noon...
A surprise delivery...
I GOT ROSES!
Without a note....no name, nothing!
But it came from Adrian...Oh HOW SWEEEET!*blush*

Abt 12.15pm...
My mak andam came to doll me up...
The only time I get to close my eyes and relax....

At 1pm...
Everyone is coming in and out of the room!
Stresssssssnye!

At 1.30pm...
All ready!Had to take sooooo many pics!
Oh gosh...it was just the beginning!

At 2.45pm liddat...
The troopers came....Gosh...
NOW den I feel the nervousness...
Suddenly I dunno what happened.
What I was doing.
So confused.
My face was red.
Arghhhh....panasnye!
OK, I AM OFFICIALLY ENGAGED!

At 3.30pm...
The show happened.
The cake from me to him dropped!
Hahaha...dat was funny!

By 4.30pm...
I was super hungry.
Super headache.
Super evrything la especially SUPER RIMAS.
Not forgetting hating the way I look.
I feel super ugly and super fat...haiiizzzz

By 6pm...
One by one people left.
The house felt empty.

I forgot I didn't have a lot of friends.

By 7pm...tudung opened!
Tooo hot liao!
I seriously cant tahan cos my head hurts much!

By 7.30pm, my tunang came.
I'm sorry I didnt take any pics wif u...
I'm super tired and ugly!

By 9pm....
I cant help it but I really felt tired and sleepy oready.
But no choice...still have to clean up.

Nevertheless....
No matter how much whining I made on top...

Thank u all for the well-wishes.
To those who took the time to come...
Thank u so much for coming.
I really appreciate it and it comes from the bottom of my heart.
Especially to Along and family for the help...
Cik Noli and troopers for the dulang and alas...
Obek Junid & Obek Hawa for the kuih lapis.
Cik Yati for the lobster pastry.
Not forgetting Fiza for the enormous kuih tart!
I love u all la!

To those who didn't turn up becos of stoopid reasons...
I AM NOT SORRY AT ALL COS U DIDN'T COME.
I never felt happier and I am glad u didn't come at all.
I am not even hurt becos of what u did.
And I'll be glad not to invite u to my wedding.
And I mean it.(PLS EH MAK...U BETTER NOT INVITE THEM)

***k...enuf of it...here's some pictures!

next week???

2011-04-20T13:47:00.002+08:00

itsjustnextsaturday!
ohmygosh! April moved too fast till I got scared.
Nitemares, horrible dreams and more nitemares!
Allah, give me strength to face all this...
Amin.

ohmygoshhh!

2011-04-13T21:47:00.001+08:00

17 MORE DAYS to my engagement...
I haven lose weight.
I haven decide how I shud style my tudung.
I dunno what cake to buy.
I am so fat.
I am very fat.
arghhhhhh!

Dun mind the rants.
Just a stress reliever.

PS:I love Rochester.

Confused.

2011-03-03T22:49:00.002+08:00

Can I don't get engage at all?
So confusing cos the dates keep changing.
i don't really look forward to anything anymore, at all.

Happy 28th!

2011-02-27T22:50:00.002+08:00

After his family came over for merisik, i followed them home.
To surprise baby cos its his birthday!
He sure is very surprised!
I told u I'm brilliant!
Anyway, happy birthday baby.
I don't have expensive presents but I hope u love what I've given u.
Thanks for being such a wonderful thing in my life.

Ready.

2011-02-14T23:50:00.001+08:00

Orite....
Here we go!
I'm ready for e semi-big day...
InsyaAllah...;)
So EXCITEDDDDDDDDD!

KL drift.

2011-02-04T20:21:00.003+08:00

the morning view in KL

Went KL with my family on e 2nd-4th Feb....
Notice a familiar face?
Jgn jealous ok?
Dats Heliza Helmi or how e guys call her,Cikgu Shu..;)
In Syurga Cinta of cos...
Thanks to Mok la kan...
hahaha...
Anw, did a lot of shawl shopping at Masjid India!
And at The Mall...
These are only e 2 places we went.
Luckily there's nice food.
Or else I'll scream!!!
BUT I have yet to try Tony Romas...
SADDDDDDD!

Oh ya, Orange Coach is loved:)

it's only me in my life.

2011-01-25T01:00:00.001+08:00

I just wanna be alone.
It's painful to be happy this way.
Sometimes I believed that this happiness is not mine at all.
How I wish I wud just disappear cos I dun think I am strong enough.
To face the hardness of the world.

I dun think the words "I'm always there for u exist at all."

liar.

2011-01-24T20:57:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, it's not easy to pretend.
Cos I'm not good at it.
And I'm surprised that u are.

streessss!

2011-01-19T22:40:00.002+08:00

Maybe cos I'm Leo the Lion instead of Lady Virgo this year.

no turning back.

2011-01-16T16:34:00.000+08:00

It's confirmed!
Gosh...Went for our HDB appointment on 13/1/2011.
Yayyy!Got the blk dat I wanted.
Except that it's 5th floor.
Pfft.....nvm...
As long as I'm near the minimart...haha
Baby told me dat he'll banned me from going there.
Haaaa....as long as Syah n Siti are on my side...
We'll fight against Adrian Shariff!

Gosh...
I love u baby.

After that, we went JB with his parents.
Pandan, where there was once a raid when I went there.
Anw, my life feels like the movie Ghosts of the Girlfriends' Past.
Haha...to look back, it is funny.

And on 15th, we went to Expo for the Mega Wedding thingy.
My eyes can popped looking at the beautiful dais.
I want the white one with roses otey!
hahaha....if got waterfall even better!
Ok, i shall not get too excited.

Got to plan for Feb first.
What to buy for June and blah3...
Guess I'll see busy days ahead!

and what's on my mind?

2011-01-04T01:28:00.000+08:00

I guess age is catching up with me...
Noticed my posts?
Everytime I see it, it just makes me wanna laugh.
Haha, cos when I first started blogging, it seems that I almost write a post everyday.
Then it became a weekly thingy.
Then a monthly thingy.
I feel that it's becoming more and more pathetic.

Nevertheless, I've decided NOT to stop blogging.
Cos this is where my memories are.
When u write in a diary, it might be fade cos of the ink.
The only bad thing about blogging is dat the whole world can see it.
However I dun intend to privatize it.
Just dun wanna hassle myself with these minor stuffs.

Hmmm...
I dunno why I've decide to blog today.
(Maybe cos I can't sleep and skool is starting soon)
Anyway yeap...
Lets talk about resolutions...
Do u haf any?
I didn't haf any cos I dun see the necessity.
Out of 10 u made, mebbe 1 or none u managed to achieve.
So ya....get my point?
I guess I'll just go wif the flow, wateva life has for me.
Be positive, less angry.
Take things cool.
I noticed that I'm losing my temper more often.
Sometimes I wonder what is the cause of it.
I myself dun haf the answer.
Or mebbe I'm running away from problems?
It's not impossible.
I mean which human being on earth doesn't haf it?
Easy A?
Hopefully one day I'll come to realise it and solve it the best way I can.

And.....
The last agenda...
I need a new job.
I do love what I'm doing right now.
But hey...
I haf to move on cos of my parents expectations.
I've done what I've loved for the past year.
It's time I do my parents and baby's bidding.
Cos it's concerning my future.
And baby's...
I dun wan to burden him wif my instability.
(I noticed the amount of white hair oready)

So yeap....
I hope to see a better 2011...
My 2010 was a blast.
Even though I had a lot of downs.
But I'm fortunate to haf him by my side.
I just need his patience.
And I hope he's not losing it.

Last but not least....
Te Amo Baby...
I really do...;)

Happy 9th!

2011-01-03T11:43:00.000+08:00

Happy 9monthsary baby...
I'll find the right time to break the news k b...
Give me time and dun stress me up...;)

Let's applause for 2011!

2011-01-01T01:00:00.000+08:00

2010 left a great memory for me.
Sure, there are ups and downs...
But that made me grew to be what I am now.
Thou I am not perfect, at least I met my perfect other half.
At last...after much patience and heartbreak all these years...
A man is at last introduced to my parents, hehehe.
Adrian Shariff, thanks for everything.
Thanks for making me happy.
Thanks for making me sad.
Thanks for making me proud.
Thanks for making me ur everything, be it ups or downs.
I'll stand by u in all dat u do and I hope u'll do e same too.
I'll always treasure u and no amount of words can describe how I feel towards u.

Last but not least...
2011 will make me have a change in status.
A huge responsibility for me and him.
A prove to our parents how true we are to one another.
And as the song goes....
.....Aku hanya ingin cinta yang halal
Dimata dunia juga akhirat....

Ok wait...we are not getting married k.
Lest u'll get the wrong idea...heeee

Let's zooooom KL!

2010-12-21T23:53:00.004+08:00

I had a blast in KL...
With AWESOME people and heh,my love....
Shopping of cos!
Petaling St has been a great friend.
And I wished I spent more time with Berjaya Times Sq....
Nevertheless....
I enjoyed myself there...
Will always remember the great time I had...;)

and i know dat i love u.

2010-11-25T13:26:00.000+08:00

Always.
Nothing will change the love I have for u.
No matter what may come in between.
Or the crankiness that will hit all day.

Adrian Shariff...
Thanks for everything baby.
I appreciate u alot eventhough I always didn't show it.

Welcome to Anchorvale! ;)

...

2010-10-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

And big girls dun cry...

terasa ada cinta

2010-10-03T01:00:00.002+08:00

Di saat aku dilanda masalah, dia akan turut membantu.

Di saat aku dihimpit gelisah, dia menghulurkan tangan meredakan kegelisahan.

Di saat aku perlukan seseorang, dia datang mengisi kekosongan.

Dan dia sanggup berkorban dan bersusah payah untuk aku kerana cinta sejati memerlukan pengorbanan antara kedua belah pihak.

Happy 6monthsary sayang.

I love u for who u are.

Selamat Hari Raya!

2010-09-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

Ramadan telah pun berlalu...

It seems short, doesn't it?

Many good things happened for dis Ramadan, Alhamdulillah.

I turned 23, Adrian was introduced to de family and blah3..

This year Raya is another memorable one.

Our family were introduced to one another.

I was ecstatic yet nervous.

I didn't know it was getting so serious.

Nevertheless...I'm so relieved.

I hope its a good one step we had take.

I dun want any regrets from either of us in future.

Anway, I know its not too late to wish all muslims...

~Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin~

Segala salah & silap harap dimaafkan.

Yang termakan & terminum harap dihalalkan.

i.am.23

2010-08-29T23:39:00.049+08:00

23, a year older but am I a year wiser?

I'm a happy baby who had de best celebration ever.

Firstly, dis is de 2nd year I celebrated my burfdae in de month of Ramadan.

I feel so blessed for being here to embraced dis month again.

Secondly, I celebrated with my loved ones.

The Heaven's, my family and most importantly Adrian Shariff.

Thirdly, there's no tears dis year...;)

Celebrated by having iftar with de Heaven's plus plus at Hjh Maimunah @Jln Pisang.

There's too much food and too much laughter going around.

Was happy to see Effa smiling too!

Alya is getting friendlier each time I see her.

And off we went to Geylang.

This time around, FULL strength.

Baby wanted to buy his samping.

Gosh, never imagined dat it takes a longgggg time to find one.

Well, can't blame me.

My first raya shopping with a real boyfie!

After sooo many years of failed attempt.

Alhamdulillah....I found him.

So baby, must tahan wif me otey.

I must learn to be more patient, hehe...

I was wif them when the clock struck 12.

Haaaaa....failed attempt on the sabo-ing part.

Thanks baby for saving my life.

And tankiu so much Heaven's for being a part of me.

On the actual date, went iftar wif the family.

Full squad except my future nephew of cos!

Heee...still swimming inside his mummy's tummy!

Went to Kampung Chai Chee.

Again, the Chai Chee mixed up!

I'm happy cos it's de most peaceful dinner ever.

Everyone was wif me.

Even Diya and baby.

The newcomers to my big family...;)

Off to Geylang again.

Ermmm...nothing much oready.

As a whole, I really had the most memorable burfdae at the moment.

Thank u for the gifts, the flower brooch from Diya, the blouse from Kak Atie,the brooch from Shiqin, the Guess handbag from Kak Farrah and Abg Aus, Famous Amos cookie from Kak Noraini and Faizal and to Daddy for the big treat!

Thank u for the wishes, be it advance, actual or belated.

I appreciate it alot.

And dis comes from the bottom of my heart.

Especially to my baby...

Thank u for the Olympus.

I love my new toy!

Last day of 22.

2010-08-28T12:55:00.001+08:00

Today is the last day of being a 22 year old.

For the past year, I went thru alot.

Be it a rough patch, happy moments, proud moments, crazee moments...

U name it and I have it, ahaahaa....

I'm glad my wish last year came true.

Only I know what I wished for.=)

I'm happy to be surrounded by people I cared.

Even though most of the time I didn't show it.

And I thank Allah for giving me the best of what I have today.

And he's the M-A-N!

2010-08-15T23:20:00.003+08:00

Like finally!

My hero was given a proper intro to the family.

It all started out when I randomly asked baby whether he wanna come over to break fast.

He wasn't sure at first so I didn't give it much thought.

While watching the Tamil movie on V, he asked me for confirmation.

So I asked mummy first but I didn't get an exact reply.

Instead she bombard me wif questions, and lemme tell u, my mum was hilarious!

So it meant a yes.

I was kinda nervous but sooner or later this wud haf happened.

So I quickly cleaned the house and bla3...

When he say he was on his way, I quickly run to the bathroom.

Heh, guess I need not elaborate on dat.

When he was at my doorstep, I was smiling widely.

And I cudn't stop smiling.

Cos he's the first person in my life dat I introduced to the family.

And I'm so proud of the decision dat I made, the first step dat I took.

Cos in my heart I noe dat the person dat I introduced will be the ONE and only.

InsyaAllah....

He played wif my 2 nieces.

Talked to my dad and mum.

Looked awkward but yup, he did good.

After buka, we sent daddy to the mosque.

And off to IMM Giant.

Then he sent me back home again.

Thank u baby.

U brought a whole new meaning to my life.

Excursion!

2010-08-14T23:05:00.009+08:00

Saturday...

Went to JB wif my dearest and his colleagues.

It was my first time going to JB wif him...;D

There's 8 of us, squeezing inside Puvan's car.

I was separated from my baby as he sat in front and me, way behind...

A lil quiet journey for me cos I was never a conversation starter.

It's been a long time since I went JB so I felt a lil lost.

And the ICA officer made me feel like an illegal immigrant.

There was a super long pause after he called out my name.

I wonder why,hmmm....

The mission is to eat seafood.

So, we break fast at Senibong cum a burfdae treat for Amreet.

It was a beautiful scenery. very romantic indeed.

Although it got a lil chilly.

After that, we went to Jusco.

Bought cosmetics at Watsons.

Ate Baskin Robbins for dessert.

Luckily cudn't fit any A&W inside my tummy oready.

If not wud haf ate there too, lol.

After making myself fat, we all squeezed back in.

Back to sg.

A lil jammed, so I had my beauty sleep.

Heeee....sempat je!

I really enjoyed myself!

Looking forward to more excursions in future!

and And ANDDDDD....

I want pictures please!;p

Dusty Blog.

2010-08-06T13:09:00.000+08:00

*Blowing dust away!*

Gosh, it's been a longggg time since I update my blog.

Thanks to the busy days...

To all...dun worry I'm safe and well.

And having great time with the people around me.

Only thing is dat the kids drive me crazy, lol.

Will update when I'm unlazy.

There's no such word otey.heeee

Heavens Weekend

2010-06-27T23:39:00.016+08:00

My weekends were spent with the Heavens.

On Saturday, we went to United Square.

Met MimiMarRiefqy first.

Went to CottonOn Kids.

Gosh, can i be a kid again?

Then we went to Far East to meet the rest.

Ate at Puncak...

After eating, we went ION...

Ehem ehem, ade org tu shopping seh! hahaha

(Not me horrr...)

Went home around 11plus...

Haaaa...late liao...

Remember, I am still Cinderella ok?

After 12 means I become buruk liao...LOL

On Sunday, we went to lepak at MimiMar's...

And to celebrate Mr Biggy's burfdae...

Happy 26th BIGGY!

The ladies movie marathon while the guys....

Hmmm..they turned the house into a casino..

Haha, semangat seh!

And of cos there's food!

Mak cooked Nasi Lemak and in the evening we ordered Rite's...

Hehe...I'm growing sideways oready!

Stress btol! (yelah tu)

Aniwae, I enjoyed my weekends alot!

I miss u baby!;(

he's my sweet romance.

2010-06-18T23:40:00.005+08:00

Was supposed to catch She's out of My League but we kinda missed it.

Thanks to the massive jam in BKE...booo!

Plan B, we went to Queensway to get the Spain jerseys.

BUT there's no size for me!

Disappointed can?!?!?!

In the end, buy cupcorn, hahaha...

Next, went to Vivo to ermmmm...

Shop or window shop...

Went to Gap cos we're replacing Alya's romper.

Bought her dis cute dress...

Hope she lurvs it...;)

Den baby went Pull&Bear...

Ceh3...shopping seh dier...hehehe

And me?

I refused to shop...haha

Cos my wardrobe cant fit in any more new stuffs.

Mebbe next month can...hehehe

After that was just slacking time...

Waka Waka!

I love u baby....;)

Beezee Sundaee...

2010-06-13T23:45:00.003+08:00

My Sunday started out as early as midnite...

Haha...I finished off Mr Yeo's project and slept at 4am...

Woke up at 9am to continue it...

Ended at around noon...

Got ready as I had a wedding to attend.

It was Fiza's bro wedding btw...

Haaa, baby's first time seeing me wearing heels.

See, it's not wasted wat...

Just waiting for the right occasion to use it...;)

After dat, we went off to ECP for Zima's pit.

Bought for her the egg tart and feedback gotten was dat its yummy!

Thanks baby for the recommendation...;)

I had fun at the pit eventhough it was only a short while...

Den we made our way to Bugis to meet the Heaven's...

First stop Tong seng...They were eating but I can't stuff myself wif food oready.

Then bought ice-cream at Bugis...

Heee, I hope u like my choice b...

Then to Illuma...

Walk and walk and walk...

Then back to Bugis to meet FadAishaZeefa...

Gosh, I'm so tired oready.

And we continued walking, lol!

Last stop, Starbucks...;)

After that, we all went our separate ways.

Fetched my sis at Vivo as she cudn't get any cab...

Gosh, geramnye tebgok Syirin!

She's so cute!

Hehehe....

Wat a tiring day today...

I still haf my training on Mon and Tue...

10am-5pm...

And I haf class oso on Tue...

Being at 2 places at 1 time...haha

And yes!

My slenger act!!!

I left my phone in baby's car...

How am I suppose to live without it???

Booohooooo...

i will be loved.

2010-06-09T23:23:00.001+08:00

At last I get to meet my babylove!

I'm so excited! haha

Anyway, I met him at Jurong East first cos he send his car for servicing.

We then went to Redhill to fetch our baby II(I'm his first, hehe).

After waiting for another hour or so, we made our way to Queensway.

Walked around surveying the jerseys.

Our eyes are on Spain btw...GO SPAIN!!!

Hmmm....

Then we went to Vivo to eat.

Carrot cake and Fried Kway Teow with cockles, yum2!

These simple affair is wat made the heart grew fonder.

Dun believe it?

Try and feel it...;)

Sometimes, not being extravagant really add spice to the relationship.

We then slack upstairs after eating.

Before that we bought the fruit pie.

Its yummy-licious!

And we camwhored!

Not my idea horrr....

Its his idea...I just went along....

(Doesnt sound convincing uh?)

We are actually wearing about the same colour shirt/dress.

But for mine can only see black.Booo!

And yeah, I'm trying to wear colours...

Trying to buy lesser black, heeee...

Thanks baby for accompanying me to F21.

U're de best male shopper around!

hehehe...

Aishayangu!

missed.

2010-06-08T22:33:00.003+08:00

A shoutout to my one and only!

I MISS MY ADRIAN SHARIFF REAL BAD!!!

Can tomorrow come faster plssss...;(

i(m)Killers.

2010-06-06T23:12:00.002+08:00

Oh hie!

My name is not Vickie and I'm not from the Philippines.

Hahaha....

Gosh its been a long time since I updated.

Been bz, veree bz and vereeeeee tired.

I know some people will not understand.

And I do know some thought I'm a very free person just becos I'm a freelance.

Oh well, u r wrong.

And for sure, I'm not bz just becos I haf a boyfie. (no, no)

I'm managing my own house and I know no one wud understand.

I cook everyday, wash the clothes many other days and blah blah blah.

Yea, u mite say u did it too but I'm sure ur mum or sumone wud help.

Furthermore, my job requires me to move around and it makes me tired so I'm taking the school hols to rest since i dun haf classes on some days.

I am not running away from people.

Neither am I making excuses not to go out.

I am just tired and lazy most of the time.

On Tues, went to Pasir Ris to meet baby.

Anyway, thanks baby for accompanying me to Giant.

And thanks for helping me to carry the heavy stuffs.

Weeeeee~

And on our 2mthsary, we didn't get to go out as he's werking.

But, on Saturday he made it up.

Watched Killers at Orchard Cineleisure.

Gosh, I hate human traffic.

No more Orchard on a weekend otey?

Did I tell u the movie was awesome?

Ah....yes it is!

Ashton Kutcher looks hot spotting dat kinda hairstyle.

heh, I stayed awake throughout the whole movie!*beams*

After that we went to eat at Lucky Plaza.

Ermmm...I forgot the name.

Ate Ayam Bakar(i think)

Not important, its delicious!

Eventhough I can cry myself crazy, hehe...

Baby, thanks for sending me home.

So sweet of u to send me all the way to Jurong by public.

Sweet sacrifice.

I love u so.

Last minute.

2010-05-25T22:42:00.000+08:00

I had a last minute lesson at North Spring Primary to replace Syaza.

Haaaaa, I'm not mentally prepared.

Luckily the lesson is easy cos I've done it at Greendale.

It wasn't an easy 2-hr for me but I do learn something.

Patience and relax.

Hang out with Zima and Salma at CompassPoint for awhile.

Talked about random stuffs.

Then we went home.

Met baby at Hougang cos I was halfway thru Pasir Ris.

We slacked awhile.

Baby, I really do enjoy your company thou u get on my nerves, hehe.

Looking forward to what the future has in store for us.

U'll never be replaced.

Prawning!

2010-05-24T22:27:00.003+08:00

Never have I dream about going prawning.

Especially when I am wearing something formal.

Dunno what I was thinking.

After my last lesson at Yumin Primary, baby fetched me.

We then went for lunch at S11.

Heh, me is craving for the rojak.

And I loved.

We walked around Tampines and their malls.

Got bored of the place cos everything is still the same.

While walking back to the carpark, I saw my primary skool fren.

Nawirah, gosh!

We, the west siders met in Tampines!

We got no plans so called on Anam and Faizal.

We met and went to buy Cup Walker first.

Prawning is what Faizal suggested.

Wasn't too happy with the idea at first BUT my perception changes.

I got hooked to it till baby had to extend another hour for me.

Gosh baby!

Now I noe how much u loved me.

Thank u for the patience u had for me.

I'll always appreciate it and this is from the bottom of my heart.

weekends wif love.

2010-05-23T23:53:00.004+08:00

My Sunday was fun and I really enjoyed myself.

Although it was a very tiring day, cos we brought Syifa along, I still had fun.

Spent the day kite flying at Barrage with the people.

And it was really a very very very hot day seh!

I almost melted and true enough I feel like fainting!

Then I brought Syifa to play with the water.

(Cos she forced me to, haha)

I convinced her not to get herself wet BUT Izal and Anam told her otherwise.

Ish...I dun mind if she brought her stuffs.

Lesson learnt.

So we had to go to Marina Square to buy clothes for her.

They told her to buy the most expensive ones!

Gosh baby, I'm sooo sorry to trouble u!

Then went Mac cos Syifa wants happy meal.

Grrrrrr....[-_-]

We all then went for dinner at Bendemeer.

Except for Fad, Aisha and Zeefa...

There, Syifa tested my patience again!

Arghhh...geramnye!

Nasib ar bole sabar.

Thank u baby for everything.

Much appreciated no matter how big or small it is.

Lurf me tender.

2010-05-20T23:12:00.000+08:00

Watched Once A Gangster with baby.

For the first time, we watch somewhere else.

Haaaa...watched at Plaza Singapura.

Anyway, my feet is killing me.

My first attempt to use a wedge during lessons are a no-no.

At NVPS, I moved about without my shoe, heee...

And at Greendale, during the 3 hours break, me & Syaz went CompassPoint.

Ate LJS breakfast for the first time.

Yum-yum! But I cudn't finish it though...

And yesss, its de last lesson at Greendale.

I'm gonna miss de long flight of stairs, de lrt rides and the 4.30am wake-up-call.

Not forgetting the students there.

Haaaa, I do have my faves!

Anyway baby, thanks for the day.

U're my TLC...

And I'll lurv u alwaz!

*u noe i noe*
xoxoxo

Just let your hair down.

2010-05-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

The weekends are here again!

I'm always looking forward to it.

Cos my abg hansem off...heeee

We went to town today.

Before that, we went to Mr Yeo's place first to get the hd.

Went to 313@Somerset first.

We walked around and yeap, I'm practicing self-control...=)

He bought my sis de i-forgot-de-name-bread.

Thank u baby!

I'm sure my sis will gain de xtra pounds...LOL!

After dat, we walked to Far East to eat.

Damn far, haha...

But I enjoyed the walk with u!

Every moment counts...

Ended the day by going Barrage BUT its crowded.

So we scrapped off the idea...=(

And yup, we dressed up but didn't take any photos.=(

Double Boooo.

The next day, we went out with the cliques.

Baby was surprised cos I was in jeans.

Tadaaaa! hahaha

Went to eat at Beach Road after fetching Biggy cos I'm hungry!

Hahaha, susah tau nak dpt si Aisyah nie lapar!

Ate Mee Goreng and baby, ur milkcorn is nice!

Then we went to KakEaisha&Izal's place to visit Alya.

BUT we all ended up watching F1.

Gosh, am I gaining weight?

I dun deny feeling heavy.

Booohoooooooo!

I really enjoyed the day!

The jokes, the laughter, the fun.

I enjoyed every single time I spend with u.

And with the rest, of cos...=)

Happy 23rd Fiza!

2010-05-12T21:20:00.000+08:00

Yayyy!

It's gerlfren's day today!

Went out with Fiza to Vivo to celebrate her 23rd burfdae.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

We went to Fig & Olive and was surprised by the scene made by a customer.

Aiyo, relax la...they are human too who makes mistakes.

Sat down, ordered the food and start to take out our cams.

LOL....if not....

As usual, no pictures!

I ate the Cheesy Fish&Chips and she ate the ayam masak merah but taste like beefsteak.

hehehe...but overall it is nice although a lil muak on my side.

Drank fruity margarita and for her, iced almond milk(taste like medicine for me)

I'm still sober, not to worry;)

I enjoyed the day wif u darl!

Hope u had an enjoyable meal and hope dat u lurv ur prezzie!

And I'm counting down the months!

So excited!!!

treasured moments.

2010-05-11T21:33:00.002+08:00

Baby fetched me at NVPS today.

And oh gosh, it's raining heavily!

We took the train to Marina Square,

where my chicken wing penyet is waiting for me.

One thing, WE LOVE CIRCLE LINE! LOL

k k, rubbish.;)

After eating, we took the train back to Serangoon, den de bus.

I fell asleep, mebbe cos I'm too full and tired, hehe.

After fetching his Beloved the 2nd, we went to IMM.

He refused to believe we have paparoti in Jurong.

Tadaaaa! I told u its true...;p

Hope u wun mengidam PapaRoti or Roti Mum or wateva.

Hehehe....
Well...

No matter wat, I'll alwaz layan u otey.

Baby, I miss u oready.

It's too short a day...;(

Sometimes, I wished that I'll c more of u.

I noe I wun get tired of u.

Faster!

Take me on ur horse......Weeeeeeeeee~

The back-up plan.

2010-05-07T23:06:00.002+08:00

The plan today was to go town.

To town to ermmm...ermmm...

Walk around, I supposed.

(If my fingers weren't itchy)

BUT my baby fell asleep.

LOL...funny sia...

Luckily, that didn't happen.

I guess it's just not my day.

I felt cranky thou I didn't show it.

I wasn't as talkative as usual.

And before I went out, I've changed to 4 outfits oready.

It just didn't feel right.

He called me to ask whether I've went out oready or not.

He said there's a change of plan.

Asked me to meet him at Pasir Ris.

We're going Downtown East to watch movie.

The Backup Plan, as it is, sounds like what I am today.

It's a romantic.cute.comedy.movie.

A good show to watch.

Go go go!

Went supper at Changi Village.

Nasi Lemak at night is not a good idea.

I'm growing sideways oready!

Thanks for the day baby.

Sorry cos I sucks.

Happy 1 monthsary!

2010-05-03T22:40:00.017+08:00

Happy first month baby!

Thanks for making me a happy gerl for dis 1 month.

Thanks for bringing me up when I'm down...

I hope that this relationship will lasts till eternity...

Amin....

Heee...the day was great!

(Thou it didnt start great, thanks to some complaints)

I met him after my lesson at Lumiere...

We gave his 2 sayangs(other den me) a wash....

Weeeeeeeeee~

Sowie I wasn't much of a help...

Next time I wear anyhow den can play water....hehehe

My heart beats fast enough when we were reaching his home.

(Ehem ehem, first time la katerkan)

I felt the warmth of a home.

Where there's peace and sincerity.

Very welcomed indeed.

I felt as if I'm one of them oready!

(k, part nie tak tau malu)

We ended the day with Ice Cream Chef.

He said it is to cheer me up.

Thanks b...I really appreciate it...;)

I love u.

Enough said...

My happening weekdays!

2010-04-29T23:19:00.004+08:00

It all started out with Tuesday, after class at NVPS.

Oooo...did I mention Harizki? He's cute...;)

I dun mind being in 1/5, lol...

I met Kak Dilla at Compass Point.

It's been a long time since we last met.

Ate lunch at Banquet, yummy!

The beef crispy noodle is nice nice!

After lunch, we slack at Starbucks.

Green tea cream was missed!

We then went to Tampines Mall cos she was still hungry.

So I teman her eat since she's been craving for Nasi Ayam Penyet Ria.

But of cos I didn't eat aniting cos I was too full!

We'll meet soon otey Kak Dilla.

An unplanned meeting is always welcomed.

At around 7.30 pm, I left for Bugis.

I'll be meeting the crazy Fuhua ladies.

It's been a long time since we met.

Especially Thaiyibah, who I last saw last 5 years or more.

The food was still not ordered when I reach.

Haha, sowie... I didnt mean to be late.

Luckily the food came fast enough.

After that, we camwhored!

We act as if the place belongs to us, hehe.

I really enjoyed my day.

Thanks gerls.

And Fiza, u r missed badly!;(

U must join us next time otey.

The day ended with a phonecall from baby.

And its complete.

On Wednesday, I had a date with my baby.

Met him at City Hall. And we walked to Suntec.

Wanted to watch movie there, but decided to wait...

We then walked to Marina Square via MilleniaWalk.

Memories ar...;P

Reached Marina but then we missed the timing.

So we postponed our movie date till tomorrow.

We walked around Marina Square and end it by slacking at Mac.

Since I've recovered, I want to eat ShakerFries!

Weeeeeeeeeee~

At 5.30pm, we left.

Gonna take train to Pasir Ris to 'fetch' his car.

We took the circle line from Esplanade to Serangoon.

Then took bus.

Exciting trip for us!

Let's go public! hehehe

After fetching his car, we made our way to Lau Par Sat.

We're gonna haf dinner with my colleagues.

It was Zimah's belated burfdae celebration.

The theme is warm or cool colours.

I noe, I noe...

I made Adrian wore the theme but I wore neutral.

Heeeee...dun feel like having colours on me.

Next time I'll be disciplined otey....=)

There's 7 of us- Me & Ayip, Noraini, Faizal, Zimah, Salma and Dewi.

Wah, there's a fight goin on here.

Scary ar.

My Thursday was awesome.

Other than the fact of the 4.30 am wake up call of cos!

After my lessons at Greendale Pri, baby fetched me.

We're going Downtown East to watch Bounty Hunter.

First time on a bike.

Heeee...noisy and a lil scary!

The show was superb.

Plus the fact that there's not much people cos its a weekday.

Our first movie together.

C7 and C8...Couple seat...

I chose it...=D

Smack in the middle of the screen.

With no obstuctions.

After movies, we went S11 Tampines to eat.

My nasi goreng and his mee kuah.

It was yummy-licious!

Remember ar b...

If I craving, u must go there and buy, hehe...

We 'fetch' his car and we went to ECP to chill.

The moon was round and it was a beautiful scenery.

Not forgetting the stars above us.

Very romantic setting.

Thanks for the days baby.

I can't wait for next Monday!

Too happy for words.

2010-04-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

Gosh, it's been a long time since I last update.

Had been sick the past week, my cough came back.

Booo.

Anyway, my days are spent with either Fiza or Adrian.

Heeee....i love.

However, there's a tiny change last weekend.

We spent the time together with his frens.

Did I tell u I felt welcomed?

On Sat, 24.04.10, it was Riefqy's cukur rambut.

He's cute! However, when I carry him, I felt so scared.

Not becos of wat, but cos he's light!

Heh, something different.

My niece is way heavier at his age...=)

On Sun, we went to Kak Eaisha's&Izal's plc at Pasir Ris.

It was a mini gathering for all of us...

Slack abis nye...

The best thing is the ladies cooked!

We made Aglio Olio.

Recipe from yours truly...=D

Luckily, it was yummy...

Apart from the spaghetti, there's hotdogs, nuggets and wafflefries!

Weeeeee....if every weekend we do dis, I'm gonna get fat!

Thanks Sayang for everything.

I really treasure you alot.

And its from the bottom of my heart.

Just chill.

2010-04-17T23:56:00.001+08:00

Saturday is finally here!

Heh, finally I get to meet my boy.

We went over to Mr Yeo's place as I had to pass him de hard disk.

The expression on Mr Yeo's face was priceless, lol!

Cos of the dress I wore.

He said I look colourful, I must admit dat.

No matter wat, I look like kuih lapis. hehehe

Me and My Ian then went to Vivo.

Wanted to eat at Banquet but it was fullhouse.

Starbucks too!

We then settled for CoffeeBean.

Transferred songs to his phone, look at pics, talk...

These moments I treasure, cos its short...hehehe.

And here's us!

Ouh ya...I never wear makeup...

Something new now....

Shall try to use less of it...heeee

Go NATURAL! (mcm paham)

Missing.

2010-04-16T18:49:00.002+08:00

I'm missing my hero terribly.

When I have u by my side, nothing else matters.

When it gets tough.

2010-04-15T12:07:00.000+08:00

When life gets too hard...

...He is the one who keeps me going.

Everyday is passed with him in my mind.

Always looking forward for the weekends.

2 more days sayang! =)

Saturday, plsss come faster!!!

its just me and u.

2010-04-11T23:01:00.006+08:00

I have the sweetest bf ever.

For all I know, Pasir Ris and Jurong is VERY far.

But he still pick me up.

Not all guys are willing to do this.

(Only a handful do)

We went to Kampong Glam Cafe to eat.

(That's always the first agenda, lol)

Nasi Goreng and Mee Goreng Daging Pedas plsss!

And lemme tell u, it is really really pedas, hehe.

After that, we went to Fort Road-again, to chill.

This time round, the weather was merciful cos it wasn't raining.
We sat and talk and talk and talk.
(It's alwaz endless talking for both of us)

Fort Road, where everything started and there's no turning back.

Baby...
I do, wanna grow old with u.

The Chai Chee mixed up.

2010-04-10T23:23:00.001+08:00

Ahah!

Kampong Chai Chee is the place.

Not Chai Chee Restaurant otey.

Had dinner with Mr Boyfie and his frens.

To be honest, I'm so nervous!

But it turned out well.

I'm so lucky cos everyone accepted me.

Weeeeee~
And and and...
There's 3 Aisyah's plus me, LOL!

Ordered alot of food.

But my appetite wasn't being nice to me.

Why oh why?!

At 1 point I ate too much, now I dun feel like it.

I guess I was just a happy girl. *beaming face*

Looking forward to future outings.

This time around I'll try to talk as much, heh.

(I just got that pemalu syndrome, cant help it)

First Time.

2010-04-09T21:51:00.000+08:00

In life, there's always a first time for everything.

And today is the first time I'm gonna have my own class to teach.

It's not 1 lesson but 3 lessons straight!

Waaaaa, stress.

The first two lessons were at Yumin Primary, TAMPINES.

Jurong to Tampines early in the morning...

Not a good idea, haha.

Reached school super early cos Faizal mistook the timing to be at 8am.

So I have to reach at 7.30 to prepare the materials.

And it's like I had to wake up at 4.30am, boohoo!

When I could have 1 more hour of sleep.

Anyway...

once I got the hang of it, everything was easy.

Weaving art was the lesson.

Gosh, I was super nervous when I was conducting the lesson.

Felt as if my heart was in my throat.

Then I had to fly off to North Spring Primary at Rivervale.

I had to teach figure drawing.

This time around, I know I sux.

When I reached home, I fell asleep.

Too tired to even argue.

(There's no one to argue with me thou)

Shopping spree!

2010-04-07T23:29:00.017+08:00

I have the bestest gerlfren in the whole wide world!

We went shopping together today, heh.

Retail therapy is always the best damn thing.

It started out with lunch at Amirah's Grill.

It was superb!

Then we went to Bugis Street.

Welcome to my paradise! hehe

We really shopped our hearts out and the things were heavy!

Not forgetting the tired legs.

(Fiza claimed she got osteoporosis, hehe)

Anyway, I really had an enjoyable day.

Tankiu bestie!

xoxoxoxoxoxo

3.4.10

2010-04-06T09:35:00.000+08:00

Somebody pinch me plsss?

I'm so madly in love till I always forget things that I'm supposed to bring.

Hehehe...

No matter how forgetful I am...

I love U Adrian...:)

DATE nite.

2010-04-03T23:21:00.005+08:00

The Opening of WOW Art was great!

Had to reach Upper Thomson at 9am.

That is so early can??

I woke up at 5am(tankiu syg for waking me up)

and got ready for the day. The water is so cold sia...

Met Zima at AMK and we went together.

The door wasn't opened yet when we reach so went Shop&Save.

Haaa, nak beli air pun lambat nak choose si nuraisyah nie.

Anyway, the kids were fun!

There's 3 sessions altogether.

The 2nd lesson was monstrous!

We really got messy with clay and paint altogether.

Oh gosh, a bad idea for a date uh.

On top of dat, I feel so shagged!

Used up too much energy oready.

Congrats Nancy for the opening of the studio!

I love love WOW Art!

Love picked me up at work.

It was raining, boohooo!

We went Marina/Suntec.

Ate at the food court, ChicWing Penyet!

I loike!

Sesungguhnye kenyang + ngantok.

The long walk was really a drag but with him it's not dat tiring afterall.

Cos he's constantly talking and joking around.

And I love disturbing him too! ahahaha

He then drove to Fort Road to sit at the bridge.

BUT it was raining heavily!

So we stayed indoors and listened to ANUGERAH HITz from the radio.

(Tak dpt tengok, dgr pon da ok la tu)

Not only dat, we cam-whored too!

And I'm falling in love with u too.

(rushing? nah...it comes without u noticing it)

Our First Date.

2010-03-31T23:37:00.002+08:00

I went back to the office today.

Its my first time and I was a lil lost.

I dropped at 1 bus stop earlier.

Nasib tak sesat. I confirm I'll cry one,lol.

The new studio is nice! *I loike!*

I helped cut out the cardboard for Saturday's trial lessons.

Then, 1 by 1 came in.

Everything is so kecoh, da mcm kenduri...hahaha

So Nancy explained everything that is going to happen on Saturday.

I got no job but I sure love to help around.

Nearing 8, we surprised Nancy with a birthday cake.

Awwwwww...de cake is superb!

I left after dat.

A is waiting for me outside.

I'm so, so nervous!

Heeeee, first time katerkan...:)

We made our way to the prata place but dat wasn't the 1 I meant.

So we decided to go to Kampong Glam Cafe BUT it was crowded.

Last resort, we went Tong Seng.

Haha...ok lah tu....

At least got place to eat.

Chicken feet, fishball, cili padi.

CILI PADI which I bite on it accidentally.

Sesungguhnye, tak glamour k.

I'm the first person who stays so far, and so he says.

Hahaha, not my fault that I stay in Jurong.

Nevertheless, I enjoy the great company thou it's for a short while.

Looking forward for the next...=)

(see, I note it down somewhere didn't I?)

My Saturday Nite Fever, My Way.

2010-03-27T23:39:00.000+08:00

My Saturday spells AWE-some!

The afternoon started with karaoke.

I went with Fiza & The Couples.

Its been a long time since I last went.

Weeee~ I really enjoyed myself!

Fiza, Ibu Ibu Bapak Bapak k?

hehehe

In the evening, I made my way to Victoria Theater.

Anak Wayang was superb!

Went with the WOWart people.

Next time shall come early so that we'll get the front seats.

Sitting on top wasn't fun afterall.

Anyway, I really missed dancing when I watched the performance.

Booooohooooo....

How I wished I continued my love for dancing...:(

Ouh well......

Not forgetting, I ran into Jenny Yen and Nas...

Gosh, I miss them both!

After the show, we went for supper.

Ate at Kampong Glam cafe.

My NASI GORENG KAMPONG!

I miss it so much.

Well, there's a lil confusion but it still taste the same.:)

No need for apologies aite.

After that, we lepak at Sufi for sheesha.

Took a few puffs only.

Cos my head feels like its gonna explode anytime.

Haha, what a waste!

I reach home at about 3am.

Zzzzzzz.z.zzzzzzzzZ

...R u sure?

2010-03-26T01:01:00.001+08:00

I don't think u're serious about getting hitch.

I can't feel it, seriously.

I'm not asking for anything much nor materials.

I just need a sign to show me how much u appreciate me.

Ouh well....

I feel that you don't love me enough to marry me.

Sorry dude.

If u r serious, show it and prove it.

Life's Sweeet for the Sweeetest.

2010-03-18T00:31:00.002+08:00

So much has been happening lately.

I got sick for a long time.

And it's been hell.

Other than that, I've been doing housework and cooking.
Boooo...
I lazy.
Very lazy.
But NO CHOICE.
And I wanna go dating again!
Hahaha....
(Me and my nonsense)

But the best part is, I get to spend time with my friends.

Especially my gerlfriends and oso my darling Fiza!

I so love love!

I met Lynn & Dorothy after so long.

We went to Fish&Co at JurongPoint.

Ate and talked to catch up with each other.
It's been awhile, isnt it gerls?

Me and Fiza....
We do our grocery shopping together!

When I'm with her, I feel like a tai-tai...

A rich housewife, lol...

I'm so glad I have a bestie who do things with me.
Yayyyy!

And I've been baking cupcakes.

Trying to bake to perfection.
Thanx to Fiza k I've been addicted to baking.haaaa

Who knows I can be an entrepreneur?

See the pics and give me your comments ya? heee...

Sick.

2010-03-02T21:03:00.000+08:00

I realised that I am really sick when I decided to see the doctor...

Gosh, I u-turned back when I was on my way to North Vista.

It was such an embarrassing moment when I coughed in the train till I teared.

Hopefully, takde abg2 hansem, LOL...

And yes...

I got 5 medicines altogether.

That much?

Yes, it was a really bad one.

Went home, I ate all medicines and went to sleep.

Eat, sleep, eat, sleep.

And I guess I'm turning in soon.

Nite nite!

i got cold feet.

2010-02-25T22:14:00.002+08:00

Is it just a dream?

Was he kidding me?

Gosh, someone pinch me pls!

charmed.

2010-02-24T13:12:00.002+08:00

Abg Botak has his own charm.

Cos I had a bad day.

2010-02-23T01:16:00.027+08:00

Sore throat.

Fever.

Lack of sleep.

No energy.

This is what I am today.

And a very, very bad day!

I had alot of work but my lappy charger explode early in the morning, without the slenger me realising it until I got home to charge my lappy. I had to go to werk eventhough i'm sick plus the veree hot weather and the haze, which made it worse.

Before going to school, I had to go to Mr Yeo's place to pass all the images.

I even had to do some minor editing and had to come back after I finish teaching.

I had to assist Gaz at Nanyang Pri and Noraini at North Vista Pri. If not for my passion, I wudn't be here. And gosh, the cough is killing me and I'm losing my voice!

So I've decided not to go to Mr Yeo's place cos I felt like dying oready.

And to top all that, I accidentally broke my mum's perfume=die.

I cant stand the nagging actually, hehe.

Lastly i cudn't complete the whole project!

Since I got no charger at the moment.

So I slept early, vereeee early, cos I took my medicines.

What a BAD day!

And hello!

2010-02-19T22:41:00.001+08:00

Life is getting hectic as it is...

I might not be working full time but gosh.

I hardly had time for myself.

And I miss my dear Syifa and Syirin lots!

I cant wait to meet them.

Hopefully tomorrow.

I wanna squeeze these two baby gerls!

Ouh yesss...

Those who are interested to know, I'm currently bz with the CHIJ project.

Cos I need to rush it by the end of Feb which is like a few days away.

I might be free after Feb, i guess.

So don't complain if I don't have the time to go out.

On top of that, I'm running around for lessons.

And the housework!

Arghhhh!

I'm going crazy.

I need retail therapy soon!

And fuhhh...

2010-02-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

Ok....

Latest update in my life....

Hmmmm....

what's new?

I resigned from Citibella on Tue, 2/2/10.

I'm currently trying the Assistant Trainer.

And I kinda enjoyed myself.

So far I've been to Fuhua Sec, Nanyang Pri and North Vista Pri.

I love traveling!

Everywhere is so far from the other.

And StreetDirectory becomes my new friend.

Not only that, I'm also trying the Assistant Photographer.

Taking class photos with CHIJ Toa Payoh Secondary.

Very challenging...

It's not as ez as it looks.

Last but not least.

An additional to the family.

Dearest Syirin Ufairah.

She was born on 5/2/10@KKH.

Welcome to the family my dear!

And its called work.

2010-01-27T00:54:00.000+08:00

Working sounds more and more like a chore.

I miss my tai-tai life.

Seriously.

And I put on quite a show.

2010-01-20T23:26:00.001+08:00

Hahaha...

Just wanna inform those reading my blog that I've change my no.

I'm still using the old one but...

I'll update you people soon otey.

My hands are very lazy.

So yup, I'm always a lazybone.=)

B-I-N-G-O!

2010-01-18T23:14:00.000+08:00

Thank u for all the lies.

Thank u for all the empty promises.

Thank u for making me look stupid.

Thank u for making me your laughing stock.

Thank u for the tears.

Thank u for all the sufferings.

Thank u for every single thing that u had done.

I shouldn't have believed you afterall.

I shouldn't have stand by you.

And for sure, I'll never forgive u all my life.

I learnt thru hard ways.

Dun worry, I've always been a survivor.

Cos u're not worth anything.

Life is precious.

2010-01-18T00:30:00.000+08:00

I dunno how long I am going to survive.

The world is getting too unpredictable.

Life is getting very precious.

I really don't wanna lose any of my family members.

Nor would I like to lose any of my friends.

Those who thinks I'm mad or paranoid, well...

I just can't imagine living in a world without any of you.

Think again, what if you wake up one day to find that I'm gone?

Well...

I pray for the best.

I hope nothing happens.

I really wish it won't happen.

I hope I could.

2010-01-14T00:23:00.003+08:00

My tears kept rolling down after I made dat decision.

I hope I'll be strong and brave enough to face all dis.

I am...

2010-01-13T00:33:00.000+08:00

I am jaded no more.

My joy...

2010-01-06T23:54:00.002+08:00

I hope I'll find joy in working.

I hope I'll love my long hours...

At least it'll take my mind off everything.

Anyway...

My first day of work was ok...

It was just my luck that I joined on the day when they have a group meeting.

It was in Chinese and I was stoning away 98% of the time.

I hope I'll learn the language soon...

Mebbe I'll even blog in Chinese where only me can understand it.

Heeee....

I wanna become selfish.

I wanna love only me, myself and I.

I love me.

And it was never about me.

2010-01-05T11:14:00.001+08:00

I'm not trying to be selfish.

But sometimes, some things are just beyond control.

I know I shudn't have played with fire before anything was settled.

Cos in the end, I got burnt, hurt and scalded.

The feeling was painful and I wished that I vanished into thin air.

I wanted to be strong and keep on the fighting spirit.

But at the end of the day, will I survive?

Will you be there for me to be mine?

What if I keep on the fighting spirit but I end up losing the battle?

The future is yours to choose.

I know you love your family.

But it's you who is going to end up living with that person.

Not your family.

It is just common sense, something that is within you.

You don't live for others but yourself.

Eventhough you said that you haven come to a decision, I sense the answer.

Because I wasn't a priority.

I was just a choice.

I got hurt over and over again.

Do you still think I have the fighting spirit?

I got none, I got weak.

Just do what you deem fit.

Just do what you think is right.

Just put me behind your mind.

I am just alone in this.

I was never a decision you once said it was.

Phewittt!

2010-01-01T22:55:00.010+08:00

Congrats Mr Fiyerman!

A new status in the new year, haha...

Anyway, hope u had a blast during your semi-big day!

I'm so happy for u!

I'll pray dat it'll last till eternity...

Went there by bus...

My first bus-trip for 2010...LOL

And I'm oso taking bus to work.

Haha...I can't wait to start work...hehe(like no?)

Anyway, after going to his engagement with Tiq-Toq,I ate dinner with my family.

Awesome, cos I was hungry.

I'm getting fatter day by day...gosh.
(It's not my new year resolution thou)

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010!

2010-01-01T00:00:00.006+08:00

2009 holds a lot of bittersweet memories for me.

As a person, I learnt to be stronger, independent and confident.

Not only that, I managed to achieve whatever I aimed for and also things I never imagined I would do.

After 3 years of hardwork, a diploma cert is in my hands.

Actually, I didn't imagine dat I could persevere till this far.

I admit dat there's lots of rough times dat I faced.

It wasn't and easy journey.

But towards the end of the road, it was a sweet ending.

I know I managed to make my parents proud of me for dis one.

Secondly, I learnt how to cook independently.

Now I know dat I could cook decent dishes without giving people the runs.

I'm so proud of myself.

Not only cooking, I also did the housework on my own.

Ok, I am ready for marriage.=D

Thirdly, Aura Sutra is an eye-opener for me.

Now I know how hard it is to rock the stage.

I also learn dat the glamorous world is not glamorous after all.

Anyway, I met 15 great gerls with great personalities!

Everyone has a colorful and interesting backgrounds.

I love them all to bits!

Abg Shaik has also been a great mentor to us.

Same goes to Abg Edy and the SUTRA team.

I'll miss the whole experience which taught me alot.

This year has also taught me to treasure my friends.

My friendship wif Fiza became stronger as we share everything together.

Our happiness and our woes...

I love u Fiza!

And Dayah, u are missed.

Not forgetting my NAFA gerls.

It was nice knowing u gerls all these years.

I treasure our friendship alot.

Hope to celebrate more burfdaes together in future.

At last I cut my hair after complaining for months!

It is easier to manage but gosh, I miss my long hair.

I dun feel sexy without it. LOL

My brother got married after 2 years of engagement.

I'm so proud of him...

Welcome to the family Kak Farrah!

I'm so gonna miss tutoring my boy...

Eventhough most of the time he sucks my blood.

3 months with him taught me the value of patience.

I so failed in being a tutor.

Nevertheless, I've transferred him to my dearest gf whom I believe can shape him better.

I'll miss Shafiq Daniel and his 3 cute lil cuzzins(I'in, Iqah and Sharifah).

The bitter moments....

Well I'll just keep it to myself...

It's too personal to say them out here.

I hope 2010 will bring the best out of me.

I wanna be more discipline in spending.

(I'll try not to be a shopaholic)

I wanna be less cranky.

I wish I will enjoy my new job.

(a good start of the year)

And I hope my ties with people around me will improve.

I'm looking forward to 2010.

What do u have in store for me?

Happy Burfdae Ting!

2009-12-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

We celebrated Ting's burfdae at Fika@Arab Street.

The food was nice, atmosphere was alrite.

There's 9 of us.

And we were all excited to see each other.

It's been a long time since we last met.

After eating, we had our gift exchange.

I got a to-do list notepad.

Tankiu Sue!

I love it...=D

After dinner, we walked to Shaw Towers Starbucks.

We cut the cake there as we cudn't do so at Fika.

Ouh yes, the cake was superb!

Tankiu Faris for fetching me.

I appreciate it alot.

Going Squeakie!

2009-12-28T22:00:00.004+08:00

Watched Alvin & The Chipmunks 2 with Up.

We went to Iluma to watch it.

Why Iluma? Cos I went to print my stuffs first.

Tomorrow I'm gonna have 2 interviews so I need to get my portfolio ready.

Anyway, the movie was AWEsomely CUTE!

I dun mind watching it again, hehe.

Batam, here we are again!

2009-12-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

Ouh yesss...

Same faces, same people...

Same dates but different month...

Anyway, we went on the 24th Dec in the evening.

Board the 6pm ferry.

Oh gosh, part of me didn't feel like going.

My family went to HFC by train.

Urghh, so many people so no place to sit.

Haaa, lazy me!

It took 30mins for us to reach Batam cos we dropped at Harbour Bay.

One thing I always hate.

They still practice bribery.

My mum's passport was gonna expire in 5 months time.

They insisted that my mum pay $50 "undertable" if not she can take the next ferry back to Singapore.

They all are really....%$^*%*$*(!

And we paid up. (DAMN!)

We then took a cab to Novotel Hotel.

Rested for awhile before going down again to have our dinner.

We dined indoors as there was a buffet...And we are all lazy to go out.

Room 415, where all the fun started.

We played Uno, me, Shushu and Shiqin.

After we got bored of the normal Uno, we decided to play HeartAttack.

(U shud see Salihin's reaction when I screamed at the top of my lungs)

He then joined in the fun.

We played till our hands go red and looks like a really flat prata.

(so exaggerating, lol)

The next day, I woke up bright and early.

It was only 6am wib.

I took a bath and den called mummy.

I asked her wat time we are going down for breakfast as I was hungry!

(Perangai so budak gemok, haha)

Ate alot during breakfast at the hotel dat I felt like skipping lunch.

After breakfast, we went shopping.

Haaa, we went to Nagoya Mall den to BCS.

We shopped and shopped.

Bought 3 tops, 1 aladdin pants and a Rayban shades!

Weeeeee~ The power of law of attraction.

We ate lunch at BCS.

Ate Nasi Padang which is seriously not my favorite and I had a full stomach.

We continued to shop after eating.

Bought the Fiery Chicken Floss.

My all time favourite!

Went back to the hotel and all of us fell asleep.

When I woke up, I asked the girls to go swimming.

While waiting for Along, we took pictures using my lappy.

(pictures shall not be shown as it was way too funny)

Haaa....the water was so cold and I was shivering.

After swimming, we went for our jacuzzi den to sauna.

What a retreat!

It was so relaxing.

Back to our room, we watched tv.

Watched the movie Tipu kanan Tipu kiri.

(Lihat matamu, luputlah sgalanya....lalalalalala)

I fell asleep in the middle of the movie thou.

But when the movie ends, I woke up.

Damn, it was hard to get back to sleep lorrr.

So I switched on the tv and den tadaaa!

The tv watch me instead.

The next morning was ust the same as yesterday.

Except dat we didnt go shopping.

We went upstairs after eating and fell asleep.

(Maner tak membesar, Aisyah)

When I woke up, I got ready and packed the stuffs.

Going back to Singapore makes me excited.

And yes....the bags were all heavy!

Something happened thou.

My mum mixed up the timing.

so we reached like 2 hours earlier.

damn Damn DAMN!

Not only dat, I even had to call them back when we board the ferry.

Now now, lucky I had my shades on.

Cos after dat, we were given permission to board dat ferry again.

Seriously sucky!

Not only dat, we were all separated!

Anyway anyhoo....

when we reached Singapore, we ate at Banquet at HFC.

It was an angry and tiring moments in Batam.

Dat is also where all my messages and missed calls came in.

But one thing dat shocked me most.

Bak passed away on the 26/12/09 at around 4.45am...

Now, dat shocked me!

I still remember his last words to me at the hospital a few weeks back.

He told me dat he will be alive to see me get married.

Now, dat didn't happen.

I didn't get to fulfill his last wish for me.

Syifa's Orientation.

2009-12-20T14:49:00.000+08:00

It is this lil imp orientation.

She's going to skool next year.

So fast ar....

Weeeee~

2009-12-19T14:14:00.008+08:00

I cut my hair!

I cut my hair!!

I cut my hair!!!

Shopping aje.

2009-12-15T23:51:00.001+08:00

Lazy but I still went to shop.

Haha...temptations la...

Later no $$$ den I shut up, lol.

I went Bugis with my sister and her friends.

Sounds like Barney & Friends ar. Haha, lame.

Wah, budak2 skrg kaya seh.

Datz why I bdk2.

I bought a top and a grey tights which I had been picturing in my mind.

Heard of law of attraction?

It works, try it...=)

After combing the whole of Bugis, my legs felt as if its wobbly.

Haha, went JCo donuts...Weee~

The hazelnut latte not nice le...

Anyway, I went to the motivation talk again.

Very inspiring indeed.

Come people, join me!

Sunday was great!

2009-12-14T23:28:00.005+08:00

Selamat Pengantin Baru Kak Zura!

Congrats to u....

Hee...I so so lurv her baju...=)
Cos it's pink....hehe

In the evening, my family went to eat at Breeks at Harbourfront Centre.
There's 6 of us.
Ate fish&chips and the peach ice-cream.
Boring gitu kan makan fish&chips, haha.
But nice wat! LOL

After eating, we went shopping!
Ish tak bagus.
I bought mascara and my liner.
Plus sandals, courtesy of my dad. heee.

Saturday was fine.

2009-12-12T23:15:00.004+08:00

I went to Bedok Reservoir as I was invited to a birthday party.

Haa...a lil lost cos I was in a blur mode.

Anyway, Cik Anie invited me.

I went with Susi cos I was afraid I'll be lost, heee.

Anyway, I lurv my new purple top.

Haha, so random I know...

Motivated and Inspired.

2009-12-11T23:27:00.011+08:00

I went for a last minute interview at Guardian IMM.

MeiQin insisted that I go for an interview with her.

Anyway, Fazley accompanied me.

Thanks for the company.

Not only that, he 'psycho-ed' me to spend $10 at Daiso.

Haaa...I end up buying the aromatherapy thingy...

With its holder, candles, fake eye-lashes and aromabeads.

[---____---]

I promised myself not to spend unnecessarily again.

I'll do my best at it, hehe.

Anyway, I feel motivated and inspired today.

The talk is an eye-opener on how the community judged people.

And the people nearest to u may also bring u down.

I'll do my best and I won't give up what I've started.

Shopping is a great therapy.

2009-12-10T23:15:00.017+08:00

I bought 2 new tops, a long dress and a pair of black jeans.

It was a good therapy but I still want more.

Bugis has always been my favorite shopping paradise. LOL

Started with lunch at Swensens.

I was starving, haha!

Ate fish & chips and a root beer float.

Weeee~ I miss A&W.

I slept quite early...

Even before I knew it, I was asleep oready.

Hehehe

My Networks.

2009-12-08T00:23:00.000+08:00

Friends are my main resources.

Strangers are not forgotten.

Those who are interested in doing a part-time job...

Please leave a comment on my tagboard.

And those who have my hp no, u know how to reach me.

Thank u!

Love,

Aisyah

My Buddy-buddy!

2009-12-06T16:02:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Fazlyna!

It's your 24th birthday...

Savor every moments of your life...

And have an enjoyable day ahead!=)
Hope to see you soon...

love me, love me not.

2009-12-01T18:33:00.000+08:00

Lunch was alrite.

Not too healthy if u have it often.

I just can wonder.

Happy Birhday.

2009-11-29T00:00:00.003+08:00

Hey, it's your birthday.

Happy 26th Birthday Faizal!

It's been 4 months since we knew each other.

Anyway, thanks for the listening ears when I needed one.

Thanks for all that you had done for me.

I can only wish that you have a magical day ahead...=)

Ps: Hope u like the gifts from all of us.

Ninja me no assassin.

2009-11-28T23:54:00.018+08:00

I watched Ninja Assassin at Causeway Point.

The movie was ok....kinda gory...

Haaa...sorry not a big fan of these fighting scenes.

And I went back to my sister's house that day.

It's been a long time since I slept over.

Syifa forced me to play play-doh with her.

Not only that, she asked me to read to her.

Sayang nye pasal k...

Syifa, Chacha love u many many!

Like Wateva.

2009-11-25T10:43:00.002+08:00

I won't say anything.
Cos I don't have anyone.
What a life, living with backstabbers and liars.
I hate everyone. And I hate myself even more.
I've never ask for much.
Just an understanding cos it's not easy.

Mebbe that was too much to ask for.

I love gerls' day out!

2009-11-23T23:44:00.013+08:00

I went out with Cik Anie and family today.

Erni wasn't there to join us cos she was working, I think.

Anyway, we went to Marina Square first.

We were supposed to see the Winx Club thingy but Monday there's no slot.

So we walked around Suntec and Marina den to Bugis to eat.

I am a good girl today cos I could resist to temptations.

I didn't shop but a pair of CK shoes caught my eyes.

Boohoo....I want I want!

Too much?

2009-11-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

I want to smile again.
I want to live again.

Everything is too much to absorb.
I feel that I am being taken advantage of.
I hope I perish into thin air.

Lost touch.

2009-11-19T23:55:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I feel that I don't know who you are anymore.

When u say BUDGET.

2009-11-18T00:52:00.003+08:00

2007, two years ago I met a jerk called BUDGET.
2009, he came back haunting me for this bloody ring.
His reason when I asked, since u are not using it, I shall give to my sister.

WTH, 2 years ago, when we broke off, I wanted to give u back.
U said, its ok no need.
Why ask 2 years later?
So illogical.

Furthermore, it's my bloody problem whether I use it.
Or sell it.
Or throw it away.
I use it or not, it's none of your business.
COS IT IS MINE.

1 thing guys, once u gave a girl something,
it's kinda rude to ask for it back TWO years later.
NO $$$$ to buy ur gf ring izit?
Dat is why need to give this kinda lame excuse?
Hahaha, my intestines are giggling!

Lucky for me, I gave back the T&CO ring back to its owner.
Who knows he would want it back 2 years later too. LOL

D&D @ OCC.

2009-11-17T23:33:00.004+08:00

I meet Kak Dilla today...
Went to OCC for SISEU D&D...
It was a last minute thingy...
Kind of boring but I was with great people.*smiles*
And the food wasn't fantastic.
Like they say..."Pasal tak halal!"

Kak Dilla's husband send me home.
As usual, I'm always confuse about the exit part.
Hahaha...Sorry, it's a long route...=)

Hanging.

2009-11-16T02:53:00.002+08:00

Somehow, I feel that you left me hanging.

Without a word.

Your silence is killing me.

Where did it went wrong?

Maybe it's just me.

My Weekends.

2009-11-15T23:37:00.001+08:00

My weekends are spent with my family.
I am starting to talk again.
Mebbe the 'old' me is back.
Well it is just mebbe.
For things to be the same, it sure takes a lot of effort.

I miss you love.

2009-11-13T12:10:00.001+08:00

Millionaire say
Got a big shot deal
And thrown it all away but
But I'm not too sure
How I'm supposed to feel
Or what I'm supposed to say
But I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day
And I miss you love

Make room for the pray
'Cause I'm coming in
With what I wanna say but
It's gonna hurt
And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate but...

I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss you love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I'm supposed to love you back

It's just a fad
Part of the teen, teenage angst brigade and
I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss you love

Remember today
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss you love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I'm supposed to love you back

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dcwBfMHtmrs