Bubblegum smiles.

.It's Just Me.

N U R A I S Y A H is my name.
I am sweet like candy and evil like you.
I have a sweet tooth.
I'll punch the daylights outta you if you give me shits.
I am IMPERFECT but don't take my flaws for granted.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.

WISHLIST ♥
Go around the world.
Kick people's ass.
Make me grow taller.
Wisdom, Knowledge & Talent.
Find my companion.
Fame, Beauty & Fortune.
Friends forever.
Trip to LaLa Land.
Be World's Leading Lady.

.Just Bitch.



✏ Title: And fuhhh...
Posted on : Friday, February 5, 2010 @ 23:28

Ok....
Latest update in my life....
Hmmmm....
what's new?

I resigned from Citibella on Tue, 2/2/10.
I'm currently trying the Assistant Trainer.
And I kinda enjoyed myself.

So far I've been to Fuhua Sec, Nanyang Pri and North Vista Pri.
I love traveling! 
Everywhere is so far from the other.
And StreetDirectory becomes my new friend.

Not only that, I'm also trying the Assistant Photographer.
Taking class photos with CHIJ Toa Payoh Secondary.
Very challenging...
It's not as ez as it looks.

Last but not least.
An additional to the family.
Dearest Syirin Ufairah.
She was born on 5/2/10@KKH.
Welcome to the family my dear!

✏ Title: And its called work.
Posted on : Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @ 00:54
























Working sounds more and more like a chore.
I miss my tai-tai life.
Seriously.

✏ Title: And I put on quite a show.
Posted on : Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 23:26

Hahaha...
Just wanna inform those reading my blog that I've change my no.
I'm still using the old one but...
I'll update you people soon otey.
My hands are very lazy.
So yup, I'm always a lazybone.=)

✏ Title: B-I-N-G-O!
Posted on : Monday, January 18, 2010 @ 23:14

Thank u for all the lies.
Thank u for all the empty promises.
Thank u for making me look stupid.
Thank u for making me your laughing stock.
Thank u for the tears.
Thank u for all the sufferings.
Thank u for every single thing that u had done.

I shouldn't have believed you afterall.
I shouldn't have stand by you.
And for sure, I'll never forgive u all my life.

I learnt thru hard ways.
Dun worry, I've always been a survivor.
Cos u're not worth anything.

✏ Title: Life is precious.
Posted on : @ 00:30

I dunno how long I am going to survive.
The world is getting too unpredictable.
Life is getting very precious.
I really don't wanna lose any of my family members.
Nor would I like to lose any of my friends.

Those who thinks I'm mad or paranoid, well...
I just can't imagine living in a world without any of you.
Think again, what if you wake up one day to find that I'm gone?

Well...
I pray for the best.
I hope nothing happens.
I really wish it won't happen.

✏ Title: I hope I could.
Posted on : Thursday, January 14, 2010 @ 00:23





















My tears kept rolling down after I made dat decision.
I hope I'll be strong and brave enough to face all dis.

✏ Title: I am...
Posted on : Wednesday, January 13, 2010 @ 00:33




















I am jaded no more.

✏ Title: My joy...
Posted on : Wednesday, January 6, 2010 @ 23:54




















I hope I'll find joy in working.
I hope I'll love my long hours...
At least it'll take my mind off everything.

Anyway...
My first day of work was ok...
It was just my luck that I joined on the day when they have a group meeting.
It was in Chinese and I was stoning away 98% of the time.
I hope I'll learn the language soon...
Mebbe I'll even blog in Chinese where only me can understand it.
Heeee....

I wanna become selfish.
I wanna love only me, myself and I.
I love me.

✏ Title: And it was never about me.
Posted on : Tuesday, January 5, 2010 @ 11:14




















I'm not trying to be selfish.
But sometimes, some things are just beyond control.
I know I shudn't have played with fire before anything was settled.
Cos in the end, I got burnt, hurt and scalded.
The feeling was painful and I wished that I vanished into thin air.
I wanted to be strong and keep on the fighting spirit.
But at the end of the day, will I survive?
Will you be there for me to be mine?
What if I keep on the fighting spirit but I end up losing the battle?

The future is yours to choose.
I know you love your family.
But it's you who is going to end up living with that person.
Not your family.
It is just common sense, something that is within you.
You don't live for others but yourself.
Eventhough you said that you haven come to a decision, I sense the answer.
Because I wasn't a priority.
I was just a choice.
I got hurt over and over again.
Do you still think I have the fighting spirit?
I got none, I got weak.

Just do what you deem fit.
Just do what you think is right.
Just put me behind your mind.
I am just alone in this.
I was never a decision you once said it was.

✏ Title: Phewittt!
Posted on : Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 22:55
























Congrats Mr Fiyerman!
A new status in the new year, haha...
Anyway, hope u had a blast during your semi-big day!
I'm so happy for u!
I'll pray dat it'll last till eternity...

Went there by bus...
My first bus-trip for 2010...LOL
And I'm oso taking bus to work.
Haha...I can't wait to start work...hehe(like no?)
Anyway, after going to his engagement with Tiq-Toq,I ate dinner with my family.
Awesome, cos I was hungry.
I'm getting fatter day by day...gosh.
(It's not my new year resolution thou)

✏ Title: Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010!
Posted on : @ 00:00

2009 holds a lot of bittersweet memories for me.
As a person, I learnt to be stronger, independent and confident.
Not only that, I managed to achieve whatever I aimed for and also things I never imagined I would do.

After 3 years of hardwork, a diploma cert is in my hands.
Actually, I didn't imagine dat I could persevere till this far.
I admit dat there's lots of rough times dat I faced.
It wasn't and easy journey.
But towards the end of the road, it was a sweet ending.
I know I managed to make my parents proud of me for dis one.

Secondly, I learnt how to cook independently.
Now I know dat I could cook decent dishes without giving people the runs.
I'm so proud of myself.
Not only cooking, I also did the housework on my own.
Ok, I am ready for marriage.=D

Thirdly, Aura Sutra is an eye-opener for me.
Now I know how hard it is to rock the stage.
I also learn dat the glamorous world is not glamorous after all.
Anyway, I met 15 great gerls with great personalities!
Everyone has a colorful and interesting backgrounds.
I love them all to bits!
Abg Shaik has also been a great mentor to us.
Same goes to Abg Edy and the SUTRA team.
I'll miss the whole experience which taught me alot.



















This year has also taught me to treasure my friends.
My friendship wif Fiza became stronger as we share everything together.
Our happiness and our woes...
I love u Fiza!
And Dayah, u are missed.
Not forgetting my NAFA gerls.
It was nice knowing u gerls all these years.
I treasure our friendship alot.
Hope to celebrate more burfdaes together in future.


At last I cut my hair after complaining for months!
It is easier to manage but gosh, I miss my long hair.
I dun feel sexy without it. LOL


My brother got married after 2 years of engagement.
I'm so proud of him...
Welcome to the family Kak Farrah!
















I'm so gonna miss tutoring my boy...
Eventhough most of the time he sucks my blood.
3 months with him taught me the value of patience.
I so failed in being a tutor.
Nevertheless, I've transferred him to my dearest gf whom I believe can shape him better.
I'll miss Shafiq Daniel and his 3 cute lil cuzzins(I'in, Iqah and Sharifah).




The bitter moments....
Well I'll just keep it to myself...
It's too personal to say them out here.



I hope 2010 will bring the best out of me.
I wanna be more discipline in spending.
(I'll try not to be a shopaholic)
I wanna be less cranky.
I wish I will enjoy my new job.
(a good start of the year)
And I hope my ties with people around me will improve.
I'm looking forward to 2010.
What do u have in store for me?

✏ Title: Happy Burfdae Ting!
Posted on : Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 23:39

We celebrated Ting's burfdae at Fika@Arab Street.
The food was nice, atmosphere was alrite.

There's 9 of us.
And we were all excited to see each other.
It's been a long time since we last met.

After eating, we had our gift exchange.
I got a to-do list notepad.
Tankiu Sue!
I love it...=D

After dinner, we walked to Shaw Towers Starbucks.
We cut the cake there as we cudn't do so at Fika.
Ouh yes, the cake was superb!

Tankiu Faris for fetching me.
I appreciate it alot.





























 








✏ Title: Going Squeakie!
Posted on : Monday, December 28, 2009 @ 22:00


Watched Alvin & The Chipmunks 2 with Up.
We went to Iluma to watch it.
Why Iluma? Cos I went to print my stuffs first.
Tomorrow I'm gonna have 2 interviews so I need to get my portfolio ready.

Anyway, the movie was AWEsomely CUTE!
I dun mind watching it again, hehe.

✏ Title: Batam, here we are again!
Posted on : Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 22:58





























 




















Ouh yesss...
Same faces, same people...
Same dates but different month...

Anyway, we went on the 24th Dec in the evening.
Board the 6pm ferry.
Oh gosh, part of me didn't feel like going.
My family went to HFC by train.
Urghh, so many people so no place to sit.
Haaa, lazy me!

It took 30mins for us to reach Batam cos we dropped at Harbour Bay.
One thing I always hate.
They still practice bribery.
My mum's passport was gonna expire in 5 months time.
They insisted that my mum pay $50 "undertable" if not she can take the next ferry back to Singapore.
They all are really....%$^*%*$*(!

And we paid up. (DAMN!)
We then took a cab to Novotel Hotel.
Rested for awhile before going down again to have our dinner.
We dined indoors as there was a buffet...And we are all lazy to go out.

Room 415, where all the fun started.
We played Uno, me, Shushu and Shiqin.
After we got bored of the normal Uno, we decided to play HeartAttack.
(U shud see Salihin's reaction when I screamed at the top of my lungs)
He then joined in the fun.
We played till our hands go red and looks like a really flat prata.
(so exaggerating, lol)

The next day, I woke up bright and early.
It was only 6am wib.
I took a bath and den called mummy.
I asked her wat time we are going down for breakfast as I was hungry!
(Perangai so budak gemok, haha)

Ate alot during breakfast at the hotel dat I felt like skipping lunch.
After breakfast, we went shopping.
Haaa, we went to Nagoya Mall den to BCS.
We shopped and shopped.
Bought 3 tops, 1 aladdin pants and a Rayban shades!
Weeeeee~ The power of law of attraction.

We ate lunch at BCS.
Ate Nasi Padang which is seriously not my favorite and I had a full stomach.
We continued to shop after eating.
Bought the Fiery Chicken Floss.
My all time favourite!

Went back to the hotel and all of us fell asleep.
When I woke up, I asked the girls to go swimming.
While waiting for Along, we took pictures using my lappy.
(pictures shall not be shown as it was way too funny)
Haaa....the water was so cold and I was shivering.
After swimming, we went for our jacuzzi den to sauna.
What a retreat!
It was so relaxing.

Back to our room, we watched tv.
Watched the movie Tipu kanan Tipu kiri.
(Lihat matamu, luputlah sgalanya....lalalalalala)
I fell asleep in the middle of the movie thou.
But when the movie ends, I woke up.
Damn, it was hard to get back to sleep lorrr.
So I switched on the tv and den tadaaa!
The tv watch me instead.

The next morning was ust the same as yesterday.
Except dat we didnt go shopping.
We went upstairs after eating and fell asleep.
(Maner tak membesar, Aisyah)

When I woke up, I got ready and packed the stuffs.
Going back to Singapore makes me excited.
And yes....the bags were all heavy!

Something happened thou.
My mum mixed up the timing.
so we reached like 2 hours earlier.
damn Damn DAMN!
Not only dat, I even had to call them back when we board the ferry.
Now now, lucky I had my shades on.
Cos after dat, we were given permission to board dat ferry again.
Seriously sucky!
Not only dat, we were all separated!

Anyway anyhoo....
when we reached Singapore, we ate at Banquet at HFC.
It was an angry and tiring moments in Batam.

Dat is also where all my messages and missed calls came in.
But one thing dat shocked me most.
Bak passed away on the 26/12/09 at around 4.45am...
Now, dat shocked me!
I still remember his last words to me at the hospital a few weeks back.
He told me dat he will be alive to see me get married.
Now, dat didn't happen.
I didn't get to fulfill his last wish for me.

✏ Title: Syifa's Orientation.
Posted on : Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 14:49




































It is this lil imp orientation.
She's going to skool next year.
So fast ar....

✏ Title: Weeeee~
Posted on : Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 14:14



















I cut my hair!
I cut my hair!!
I cut my hair!!!

✏ Title: Shopping aje.
Posted on : Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 23:51






















Lazy but I still went to shop.
Haha...temptations la...
Later no $$$ den I shut up, lol.

I went Bugis with my sister and her friends.
Sounds like Barney & Friends ar. Haha, lame.
Wah, budak2 skrg kaya seh.
Datz why I bdk2.

I bought a top and a grey tights which I had been picturing in my mind.
Heard of law of attraction?
It works, try it...=)

After combing the whole of Bugis, my legs felt as if its wobbly.
Haha, went JCo donuts...Weee~
The hazelnut latte not nice le...

Anyway, I went to the motivation talk again.
Very inspiring indeed.
Come people, join me!

✏ Title: Sunday was great!
Posted on : Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 23:28



















Selamat Pengantin Baru Kak Zura!
Congrats to u....

Hee...I so so lurv her baju...=)
Cos it's pink....hehe

In the evening, my family went to eat at Breeks at Harbourfront Centre.
There's 6 of us.
Ate fish&chips and the peach ice-cream.
Boring gitu kan makan fish&chips, haha.
But nice wat! LOL




























After eating, we went shopping!
Ish tak bagus.
I bought mascara and my liner.
Plus sandals, courtesy of my dad. heee.


✏ Title: Saturday was fine.
Posted on : Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 23:15






































I went to Bedok Reservoir as I was invited to a birthday party.
Haa...a lil lost cos I was in a blur mode.
Anyway, Cik Anie invited me.
I went with Susi cos I was afraid I'll be lost, heee.

Anyway, I lurv my new purple top.
Haha, so random I know...


✏ Title: Motivated and Inspired.
Posted on : Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 23:27

I went for a last minute interview at Guardian IMM.
MeiQin insisted that I go for an interview with her.

Anyway, Fazley accompanied me.
Thanks for the company.
Not only that, he 'psycho-ed' me to spend $10 at Daiso.
Haaa...I end up buying the aromatherapy thingy...
With its holder, candles, fake eye-lashes and aromabeads.
[---____---]

I promised myself not to spend unnecessarily again.
I'll do my best at it, hehe.

Anyway, I feel motivated and inspired today.
The talk is an eye-opener on how the community judged people.
And the people nearest to u may also bring u down.
I'll do my best and I won't give up what I've started.

✏ Title: Shopping is a great therapy.
Posted on : Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 23:15



















I bought 2 new tops, a long dress and a pair of black jeans.
It was a good therapy but I still want more.
Bugis has always been my favorite shopping paradise. LOL

Started with lunch at Swensens.
I was starving, haha!
Ate fish & chips and a root beer float.
Weeee~ I miss A&W.

I  slept quite early...
Even before I knew it, I was asleep oready.
Hehehe

✏ Title: My Networks.
Posted on : Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @ 00:23

Friends are my main resources.
Strangers are not forgotten.
Those who are interested in doing a part-time job...
Please leave a comment on my tagboard.
And those who have my hp no, u know how to reach me.

Thank u!

Love,
Aisyah

✏ Title: My Buddy-buddy!
Posted on : Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 16:02









Happy Birthday Fazlyna!
It's your 24th birthday...
Savor every moments of your life...
And have an enjoyable day ahead!=)
Hope to see you soon...

✏ Title: love me, love me not.
Posted on : Tuesday, December 1, 2009 @ 18:33

Lunch was alrite.
Not too healthy if u have it often.

I just can wonder.

✏ Title: Happy Birhday.
Posted on : Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 00:00

















Hey,  it's your birthday.
Happy 26th Birthday Faizal!

It's been 4 months since we knew each other.
Anyway, thanks for the listening ears when I needed one.
Thanks for all that you had done for me.
I can only wish that you have a magical day ahead...=)

Ps: Hope u like the gifts from all of us.


✏ Title: Ninja me no assassin.
Posted on : Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 23:54

I watched Ninja Assassin at Causeway Point.
The movie was ok....kinda gory...
Haaa...sorry not a big fan of these fighting scenes.

And I went back to my sister's house that day.
It's been a long time since I slept over.
Syifa forced me to play play-doh with her.
Not only that, she asked me to read to her.
Sayang nye pasal k...
Syifa, Chacha love u many many!



✏ Title: Like Wateva.
Posted on : Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ 10:43


I won't say anything.
Cos I don't have anyone.
What a life, living with backstabbers and liars.
I hate everyone. And I hate myself even more.
I've never ask for much.
Just an understanding cos it's not easy.

Mebbe that was too much to ask for.

✏ Title: I love gerls' day out!
Posted on : Monday, November 23, 2009 @ 23:44


I went out with Cik Anie and family today.
Erni wasn't there to join us cos she was working, I think.
Anyway, we went to Marina Square first.
We were supposed to see the Winx Club thingy but Monday there's no slot.
So we walked around Suntec and Marina den to Bugis to eat.

I am a good girl today cos I could resist to temptations.
I didn't shop but a pair of CK shoes caught my eyes.
Boohoo....I want I want!


✏ Title: Too much?
Posted on : Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 23:34


I want to smile again.
I want to live again.

Everything is too much to absorb.
I feel that I am being taken advantage of.
I hope I perish into thin air.

✏ Title: Lost touch.
Posted on : Thursday, November 19, 2009 @ 23:55


Sometimes I feel that I don't know who you are anymore.

✏ Title: When u say BUDGET.
Posted on : Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 00:52


2007, two years ago I met a jerk called BUDGET.
2009, he came back haunting me for this bloody ring.
His reason when I asked, since u are not using it, I shall give to my sister.

WTH, 2 years ago, when we broke off, I wanted to give u back.
U said, its ok no need.
Why ask 2 years later?
So illogical.

Furthermore, it's my bloody problem whether I use it.
Or sell it.
Or throw it away.
I use it or not, it's none of your business.
COS IT IS MINE.

1 thing guys, once u gave a girl something,
it's kinda rude to ask for it back TWO years later.
NO $$$$ to buy ur gf ring izit?
Dat is why need to give this kinda lame excuse?
Hahaha, my intestines are giggling!

Lucky for me, I gave back the T&CO ring back to its owner.
Who knows he would want it back 2 years later too. LOL

✏ Title: D&D @ OCC.
Posted on : Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 23:33



I meet Kak Dilla today...
Went to OCC for SISEU D&D...
It was a last minute thingy...
Kind of boring but I was with great people.*smiles*
And the food wasn't fantastic.
Like they say..."Pasal tak halal!"

Kak Dilla's husband send me home.
As usual, I'm always confuse about the exit part.
Hahaha...Sorry, it's a long route...=)