Bubblegum smiles.

.It's Just Me.

N U R A I S Y A H is my name.
I am sweet like candy and evil like you.
I have a sweet tooth.
I'll punch the daylights outta you if you give me shits.
I am IMPERFECT but don't take my flaws for granted.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.

WISHLIST ♥
Go around the world.
Kick people's ass.
Make me grow taller.
Wisdom, Knowledge & Talent.
Find my companion.
Fame, Beauty & Fortune.
Friends forever.
Trip to LaLa Land.
Be World's Leading Lady.

.Just Bitch.



✏ Title: Happy 2012!
Posted on : Saturday, December 31, 2011 @ 23:38

2011 passed in a blink of eye.
What have I achieved?

Hmmm...
Here's a summary...

In January, Me and Mr A's house application was successful!
A lil nervous cos it came as a surprise.
Didn't really expect it.
Cos we are still not officially attached.

In February, 27th Feb to be exact, on his burfdae,
his family came to ask for my hand in marriage.
I'm so touched!
And super nervous of cos!
Alhamdulillah, all went well.
After dat, I went to his home to surprise him.
With a birthday cake in front of his bathroom, hehe...

In March, I switched job...
From a freelance art instructor to Arts & Media Coordinator.
I was in Rochester Park - though not for long.
I had lots of bittersweet memories there.
Nevertheless, I was greatful...





























In April 30, I got engage to the imperfect-but-i-love-him man of my life.
He almost complete my no so perfect life.
I Love Him to bits.
Thank u for being with me thru thick n thin.

















In May, there was Riefqy's belated birthday party.
Ermmm....ok...
Not so good mood...
Too tired cos it was a day after my E-day and sumone was being unreasonable.





















In June, it was my last month at the playhouse.
Sad indeed but life has to go on.
It was too tiring and I couldn't cope with it.



















July 4th, it is my first day at work.
A very bonded team and Im happy I'm part of it.
InsyaAllah, will stick around for some time.
And not to forget, I went to APM with Adrian and Shiqin.




















August 29, I turned 24 on the eve of Hari Raya.
It was the greatest feeling cos I had my loved ones with me.
And for the first time, there is a cake for me to cut!
Ended the nite with a bad headache.booo!





















September....I was soooooooooo busy with work.
Too many people not at work!
1 on leave and another 2 on mc...
I felt like a superhuman.

October, went to Malacca for a "Dept" Retreat!
Gosh, I enjoyed myself much!

















November, Sentosa here we come!
It has been a longgg time!
Eventhough it was not for long cos of the rain, it was ok!
At least, I managed to make it here...

December, it was just a month for weddings!
Every week without fail.
Oh well, it's ok cos it's just a cycle, haha!
Anyway, managed to catch 2 good movies-
M.I:Ghost Protocol and Ombak Rindu.
Fyi, Ombak Rindu left a huge impact.
The story, the song, everything!
I'm so in love with it!
























In like 20 minutes, 2011 will leave each and everyone of us.
I am so greatful for all that happened in 2011, be it good or bad.
I wish everyone a great 2012 ahead...
Falling in Love! <3
Happy New Year!!!


✏ Title: It's all set!
Posted on : Saturday, November 26, 2011 @ 11:48

Finally, last weekend on 20.11.11, my family and Adrian's family agreed on a date.
27th & 28th April 2013 it shall be!
Gosh, now I AM FREAKING nervous and excited of cos...
Cos initially I wasn't at all excited about it.
Ahah! I guess I just need a great push!
Now I have to be mindful about my spending and SHOPPING!
I WILL GIVE MY BEST SHOT at controlling my spending.
It's not easy for a shopaholic to turn into a saint.
Don't ya agree???

ADRIAN SHARIFF, it's been a long time since I blogged.
This shoutout is for you.
I love u always and will always be.
I know I can be an arse most of the time but my love for u has never change.

✏ Title: Blow the dust away!
Posted on : Wednesday, October 5, 2011 @ 14:49

Gosh, I seriously miss blogging on this dusty blog man!
I'll try to update soon though...

Miss the people who miss reading my blog!
hehehe...

<3 Aisyah

✏ Title: Happy Birthday Riefqy!
Posted on : Sunday, May 1, 2011 @ 23:37

Riefqy's 1st birthday party at Aloha Loyang.
The theme for the part is JUNGLE.
I was the face painter!:)
But I wasn't really a happy girl on dat day.
Only I shall noe why.







✏ Title: Kecoh-kecoh nak tunang.
Posted on : Saturday, April 30, 2011 @ 22:50

3 weeks before tunang...
I need to buy this and dat.
Baju la, ring la, tudung la, order cupcakes la and blah3...

2 weeks before tunang...
Mak, da kol caterer ke blm?
Have u invited the relatives?
Have u ordered the deserts?

1 week before tunang...
I got viral flu.
Fever la...den became diarrhea...
Lost alot of weight..
Can't eat..keep arguing...
Haizzz....was hell...

2 days before tunang...
My off day was spent cleaning the whole house.
Very tiring till it continued on Friday.
Had to iron the curtains la, the alas la...
Didn't have time to go threading.
It was raining heavily.
It was Prince William & Kate's wedding.
Was so damn tired and I needed a good sleep.
Had to use my inai on my foot and i put it on only when the clock strikes 12.

Wanted to wash it at abt 2am but I cudn't even get up.
Too tired so I slept till the next day.
Was shocked to see the redness on my toenails!
Hahaha...
Saturday morning-THE DAY!
I am still cleaning...
Seriously...

12 noon...
A surprise delivery...
I GOT ROSES!
Without a note....no name, nothing!
But it came from Adrian...Oh HOW SWEEEET!*blush*

Abt 12.15pm...
My mak andam came to doll me up...
The only time I get to close my eyes and relax....

At 1pm...
Everyone is coming in and out of the room!
Stresssssssnye!

At 1.30pm...
All ready!Had to take sooooo many pics!
Oh gosh...it was just the beginning!

At 2.45pm liddat...
The troopers came....Gosh...
NOW den I feel the nervousness...
Suddenly I dunno what happened.
What I was doing.
So confused.
My face was red.
Arghhhh....panasnye!
OK, I AM OFFICIALLY ENGAGED!

At 3.30pm...
The show happened.
The cake from me to him dropped!
Hahaha...dat was funny!

By 4.30pm...
I was super hungry.
Super headache.
Super evrything la especially SUPER RIMAS.
Not forgetting hating the way I look.
I feel super ugly and super fat...haiiizzzz

By 6pm...
One by one people left.
The house felt empty.

I forgot I didn't have a lot of friends.

By 7pm...tudung opened!
Tooo hot liao!
I seriously cant tahan cos my head hurts much!

By 7.30pm, my tunang came.
I'm sorry I didnt take any pics wif u...
I'm super tired and ugly!

By 9pm....
I cant help it but I really felt tired and sleepy oready.
But no choice...still have to clean up.

Nevertheless....
No matter how much whining I made on top...

Thank u all for the well-wishes.
To those who took the time to come...
Thank u so much for coming.
I really appreciate it and it comes from the bottom of my heart.
Especially to Along and family for the help...
Cik Noli and troopers for the dulang and alas...
Obek Junid & Obek Hawa for the kuih lapis.
Cik Yati for the lobster pastry.
Not forgetting Fiza for the enormous kuih tart!
I love u all la!

To those who didn't turn up becos of stoopid reasons...
I AM NOT SORRY AT ALL COS U DIDN'T COME.
I never felt happier and I am glad u didn't come at all.
I am not even hurt becos of what u did.
And I'll be glad not to invite u to my wedding.
And I mean it.(PLS EH MAK...U BETTER NOT INVITE THEM)

***k...enuf of it...here's some pictures!




✏ Title: next week???
Posted on : Wednesday, April 20, 2011 @ 13:47

itsjustnextsaturday!
ohmygosh! April moved too fast till I got scared.
Nitemares, horrible dreams and more nitemares!
Allah, give me strength to face all this...
Amin.

✏ Title: ohmygoshhh!
Posted on : Wednesday, April 13, 2011 @ 21:47

17 MORE DAYS to my engagement...
I haven lose weight.
I haven decide how I shud style my tudung.
I dunno what cake to buy.
I am so fat.
I am very fat.
arghhhhhh!

Dun mind the rants.
Just a stress reliever.

PS:I love Rochester.

✏ Title: Confused.
Posted on : Thursday, March 3, 2011 @ 22:49

Can I don't get engage at all?
So confusing cos the dates keep changing.
i don't really look forward to anything anymore, at all.

✏ Title: Happy 28th!
Posted on : Sunday, February 27, 2011 @ 22:50
























After his family came over for merisik, i followed them home.
To surprise baby cos its his birthday!
He sure is very surprised!
I told u I'm brilliant!
Anyway, happy birthday baby.
I don't have expensive presents but I hope u love what I've given u.
Thanks for being such a wonderful thing in my life.

✏ Title: Ready.
Posted on : Monday, February 14, 2011 @ 23:50
























Orite....
Here we go!
I'm ready for e semi-big day...
InsyaAllah...;)
So EXCITEDDDDDDDDD!

✏ Title: KL drift.
Posted on : Friday, February 4, 2011 @ 20:21







































 

the morning view in KL
























Went KL with my family on e 2nd-4th Feb....
Notice a familiar face?
Jgn jealous ok?
Dats Heliza Helmi or how e guys call her,Cikgu Shu..;)
In Syurga Cinta of cos...
Thanks to Mok la kan...
hahaha...
Anw, did a lot of shawl shopping at Masjid India!
And at The Mall...
These are only e 2 places we went.
Luckily there's nice food.
Or else I'll scream!!!
BUT I have yet to try Tony Romas...
SADDDDDDD!

Oh ya, Orange Coach is loved:)

✏ Title: it's only me in my life.
Posted on : Tuesday, January 25, 2011 @ 01:00

I just wanna be alone.
It's painful to be happy this way.
Sometimes I believed that this happiness is not mine at all.
How I wish I wud just disappear cos I dun think I am strong enough.
To face the hardness of the world.

I dun think the words "I'm always there for u exist at all."

✏ Title: liar.
Posted on : Monday, January 24, 2011 @ 20:57

Sometimes, it's not easy to pretend.
Cos I'm not good at it.
And I'm surprised that u are.

✏ Title: streessss!
Posted on : Wednesday, January 19, 2011 @ 22:40

Maybe cos I'm Leo the Lion instead of Lady Virgo this year.

✏ Title: no turning back.
Posted on : Sunday, January 16, 2011 @ 16:34

It's confirmed!
Gosh...Went for our HDB appointment on 13/1/2011.
Yayyy!Got the blk dat I wanted.
Except that it's 5th floor.
Pfft.....nvm...
As long as I'm near the minimart...haha
Baby told me dat he'll banned me from going there.
Haaaa....as long as Syah n Siti are on my side...
We'll fight against Adrian Shariff!

Gosh...
I love u baby.

After that, we went JB with his parents.
Pandan, where there was once a raid when I went there.
Anw, my life feels like the movie Ghosts of the Girlfriends' Past.
Haha...to look back, it is funny.

And on 15th, we went to Expo for the Mega Wedding thingy.
My eyes can popped looking at the beautiful dais.
I want the white one with roses otey!
hahaha....if got waterfall even better!
Ok, i shall not get too excited.

Got to plan for Feb first.
What to buy for June and blah3...
Guess I'll see busy days ahead!

✏ Title: and what's on my mind?
Posted on : Tuesday, January 4, 2011 @ 01:28

























I guess age is catching up with me...
Noticed my posts?
Everytime I see it, it just makes me wanna laugh.
Haha, cos when I first started blogging, it seems that I almost write a post everyday.
Then it became a weekly thingy.
Then a monthly thingy.
I feel that it's becoming more and more pathetic.

Nevertheless, I've decided NOT to stop blogging.
Cos this is where my memories are.
When u write in a diary, it might be fade cos of the ink.
The only bad thing about blogging is dat the whole world can see it.
However I dun intend to privatize it.
Just dun wanna hassle myself with these minor stuffs.

Hmmm...
I dunno why I've decide to blog today.
(Maybe cos I can't sleep and skool is starting soon)
Anyway yeap...
Lets talk about resolutions...
Do u haf any?
I didn't haf any cos I dun see the necessity.
Out of 10 u made, mebbe 1 or none u managed to achieve.
So ya....get my point?
I guess I'll just go wif the flow, wateva life has for me.
Be positive, less angry.
Take things cool.
I noticed that I'm losing my temper more often.
Sometimes I wonder what is the cause of it.
I myself dun haf the answer.
Or mebbe I'm running away from problems?
It's not impossible.
I mean which human being on earth doesn't haf it?
Easy A?
Hopefully one day I'll come to realise it and solve it the best way I can.

And.....
The last agenda...
I need a new job.
I do love what I'm doing right now.
But hey...
I haf to move on cos of my parents expectations.
I've done what I've loved for the past year.
It's time I do my parents and baby's bidding.
Cos it's concerning my future.
And baby's...
I dun wan to burden him wif my instability.
(I noticed the amount of white hair oready)

So yeap....
I hope to see a better 2011...
My 2010 was a blast.
Even though I had a lot of downs.
But I'm fortunate to haf him by my side.
I just need his patience.
And I hope he's not losing it.

Last but not least....
Te Amo Baby...
I really do...;)

✏ Title: Happy 9th!
Posted on : Monday, January 3, 2011 @ 11:43

Happy 9monthsary baby...
I'll find the right time to break the news k b...
Give me time and dun stress me up...;)

✏ Title: Let's applause for 2011!
Posted on : Saturday, January 1, 2011 @ 01:00
























2010 left a great memory for me.
Sure, there are ups and downs...
But that made me grew to be what I am now.
Thou I am not perfect, at least I met my perfect other half.
At last...after much patience and heartbreak all these years...
A man is at last introduced to my parents, hehehe.
Adrian Shariff, thanks for everything.
Thanks for making me happy.
Thanks for making me sad.
Thanks for making me proud.
Thanks for making me ur everything, be it ups or downs.
I'll stand by u in all dat u do and I hope u'll do e same too.
I'll always treasure u and no amount of words can describe how I feel towards u.

Last but not least...
2011 will make me have a change in status.
A huge responsibility for me and him.
A prove to our parents how true we are to one another.
And as the song goes....
.....Aku hanya ingin cinta yang halal
    Dimata dunia juga akhirat.... 



Ok wait...we are not getting married k.
Lest u'll get the wrong idea...heeee

✏ Title: Let's zooooom KL!
Posted on : Tuesday, December 21, 2010 @ 23:53



















I had a blast in KL...
With AWESOME people and heh,my love....
Shopping of cos!
Petaling St has been a great friend.
And I wished I spent more time with Berjaya Times Sq....
Nevertheless....
I enjoyed myself there...
Will always remember the great time I had...;)

✏ Title: and i know dat i love u.
Posted on : Thursday, November 25, 2010 @ 13:26

Always.
Nothing will change the love I have for u.
No matter what may come in between.
Or the crankiness that will hit all day.

Adrian Shariff...
Thanks for everything baby.
I appreciate u alot eventhough I always didn't show it.

Welcome to Anchorvale! ;)

✏ Title: ...
Posted on : Thursday, October 14, 2010 @ 23:05

And big girls dun cry...

✏ Title: terasa ada cinta
Posted on : Sunday, October 3, 2010 @ 01:00

Di saat aku dilanda masalah, dia akan turut membantu.
Di saat aku dihimpit gelisah, dia menghulurkan tangan meredakan kegelisahan.
Di saat aku perlukan seseorang, dia datang mengisi kekosongan.
Dan dia sanggup berkorban dan bersusah payah untuk aku kerana cinta sejati memerlukan pengorbanan antara kedua belah pihak.

Happy 6monthsary sayang.
I love u for who u are.

✏ Title: Selamat Hari Raya!
Posted on : Sunday, September 12, 2010 @ 22:51
























Ramadan telah pun berlalu...
It seems short, doesn't it?
Many good things happened for dis Ramadan, Alhamdulillah.
I turned 23, Adrian was introduced to de family and blah3..

This year Raya is another memorable one.
Our family were introduced to one another.
I was ecstatic yet nervous.
I didn't know it was getting so serious.
Nevertheless...I'm so relieved.
I hope its a good one step we had take.
I dun want any regrets from either of us in future.

Anway, I know its not too late to wish all muslims... 
~Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin~
Segala salah & silap harap dimaafkan.
Yang termakan & terminum harap dihalalkan.

✏ Title: i.am.23
Posted on : Sunday, August 29, 2010 @ 23:39

23, a year older but am I a year wiser?

I'm a happy baby who had de best celebration ever.
Firstly, dis is de 2nd year I celebrated my burfdae in de month of Ramadan.
I feel so blessed for being here to embraced dis month again.
Secondly, I celebrated with my loved ones.
The Heaven's, my family and most importantly Adrian Shariff.
Thirdly, there's no tears dis year...;)

Celebrated by having iftar with de Heaven's plus plus at Hjh Maimunah @Jln Pisang.
There's too much food and too much laughter going around.
Was happy to see Effa smiling too!
Alya is getting friendlier each time I see her.
And off we went to Geylang.
This time around, FULL strength.
Baby wanted to buy his samping.
Gosh, never imagined dat it takes a longgggg time to find one.
Well, can't blame me.
My first raya shopping with a real boyfie!
After sooo many years of failed attempt.
Alhamdulillah....I found him.
So baby, must tahan wif me otey.
I must learn to be more patient, hehe...

I was wif them when the clock struck 12.
Haaaaa....failed attempt on the sabo-ing part.
Thanks baby for saving my life.
And tankiu so much Heaven's for being a part of me.






















































































On the actual date, went iftar wif the family.
Full squad except my future nephew of cos!
Heee...still swimming inside his mummy's tummy!
Went to Kampung Chai Chee.
Again, the Chai Chee mixed up!
I'm happy cos it's de most peaceful dinner ever.
Everyone was wif me.
Even Diya and baby.
The newcomers to my big family...;)
Off to Geylang again.
Ermmm...nothing much oready.


































As a whole, I really had the most memorable burfdae at the moment.
Thank u for the gifts, the flower brooch from Diya, the blouse from Kak Atie,the brooch from Shiqin, the Guess handbag from Kak Farrah and Abg Aus, Famous Amos cookie from Kak Noraini and Faizal and to Daddy for the big treat!
Thank u for the wishes, be it advance, actual or belated.
I appreciate it alot.
And dis comes from the bottom of my heart.

Especially to my baby...
Thank u for the Olympus.
I love my new toy!

✏ Title: Last day of 22.
Posted on : Saturday, August 28, 2010 @ 12:55
























Today is the last day of being a 22 year old.
For the past year, I went thru alot.
Be it a rough patch, happy moments, proud moments, crazee moments...
U name it and I have it, ahaahaa....

I'm glad my wish last year came true.
Only I know what I wished for.=)

I'm happy to be surrounded by people I cared.
Even though most of the time I didn't show it.
And I thank Allah for giving me the best of what I have today.

✏ Title: And he's the M-A-N!
Posted on : Sunday, August 15, 2010 @ 23:20


























Like finally!
My hero was given a proper intro to the family.
It all started out when I randomly asked baby whether he wanna come over to break fast.
He wasn't sure at first so I didn't give it much thought.

While watching the Tamil movie on V, he asked me for confirmation.
So I asked mummy first but I didn't get an exact reply.
Instead she bombard me wif questions, and lemme tell u, my mum was hilarious!
So it meant a yes.
I was kinda nervous but sooner or later this wud haf happened.
So I quickly cleaned the house and bla3...
When he say he was on his way, I quickly run to the bathroom.
Heh, guess I need not elaborate on dat.

When he was at my doorstep, I was smiling widely.
And I cudn't stop smiling.
Cos he's the first person in my life dat I introduced to the family.
And I'm so proud of the decision dat I made, the first step dat I took.
Cos in my heart I noe dat the person dat I introduced will be the ONE and only.
InsyaAllah....

He played wif my 2 nieces.
Talked to my dad and mum.
Looked awkward but yup, he did good.

After buka, we sent daddy to the mosque.
And off to IMM Giant.
Then he sent me back home again.

Thank u baby.
U brought a whole new meaning to my life.